myOtaku.com: Mika-Seguchi

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Birthday
• 1990-06-24
Gender
• Female
Location
• someplace dark
Member Since
• 2005-02-25
Occupation
• being in the dark...
Real Name
• Fangs, Mika...real name not important.

Personal

Achievements
• still...trying to find that out...
Anime Fan Since
• ever!
Favorite Anime
• GRAVTATION, and others
Goals
• to be in darkness all my life...and not to have anyone...
Hobbies
• being shy, quiet, and in the dark...
Talents
• writing poems about dark stuff...

myOtaku.com: Mika-Seguchi

Monday, May 15, 2006

Feelings
I should be happy,
Yet I'm not.
I should be smiling like
I mean it. But I don't.
I laugh, but I never mean it
Unless I am around him,
But he doesn't notice me
He says he listen's. but
He is always around them.
Never with me.
Makes me sad,
Makes me mad,
Makes me want to cry
To cut. to die.
why does it seem like I can't
do anything right anymore?
Why should I stay here?
All I do is get in trouble.
Feelings,
That's what I wish I didn't have.
Feelings. this poem probably sucks.
Don't care.
Feelings are shit.
I don't want to feel sad,
Happy, Mad, or depressed.
Why does it seem like he hates me?
why does it seem like he doesn't want
TO be with me? why can't i have someone
That truely loves me? or want to be
With me? I don't know what
To do anymore.
People worried.
People scared
I'm shutting up
I can't though.
As much as I want to. I can't
She is reading this again.
She said it's a crime for me to be
Pathetic, a lie, it's not a crime
IT's true. I give up.
I am shutting up for today.
Feelings are shit.
Why does he even want to be with
Me? when it seems like he want so be with them?
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