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Friday, November 19, 2004

  So today was pretty good for me. It was Friday and I love Friday! Today we got report cards. I did pretty good- I got four A's and 3 B's.... me thinks... ermmm whatever, my GPA is 3.6something.

It kind of all went down hill after that. My sister just decides to bring the bad news on me spontaneously while we played DDR. Apparantly, the guy I like is going out with the girl from my English class. When I heard this, I felt so angry and hurt that he would do this without at least telling me that he wasn't interested and that he didn't just flat out reject me. If he had, I'm sure that I would have not felt as bad, considering it would have destroyed all feelings of hope that it could work out. But he didn't and that hope stuck with me for the past couple of weeks and I just kept thinking to myself that he was going to ask me out again. I was even foolish by asking him to go see a movie with me two weeks ago. Now I wonder if that had been when they started going out. So now I feel stupid and embarrased. I feel stupid that I even liked him and stupid I had to go and tell my sister about it. If I hadn't, this whole thing wouldn't have started because she was the one who told him that I liked him. So if I hadn't made that stupid mistake, then maybe I wouldn't have to be venting right now. I know at some point that some part of me was thinking that it wasn't going to work ouit and that it was just to good to be true. I finally accepted that a little while ago, so at least the pain wasn't as bad as it could have been. It still really makes me mad though and I hate not being able to control how I feel.
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