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Monday, December 11, 2006
uhhhh.......
yeeeeeea, i waz gonna say something earlier, but i waz 2 tired n lazy =.= n now i 4got =.' but its all good. i dont giv a fuk 4 love anymore, so immma just gonna b neutral on that topic, heeh.....had the winter assembly at my skool 2day, the orch did pretty well. my burns r healing nicely, tryin 2 heal the slits on my bak, then im probably gonna make more, but ah well^^ ok, ttylz n peace out every1
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.......meh.
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Saturday, December 9, 2006
 ugh..............
so so sik.....ok, i hav a bad cold, but thers more 2 it. last night i waz at my breaking point. i wanted 2 die. and i had burned, but this time it didnt last....i waz crying so hard, and my head hurt so so much. i waz eating like crazy and talking 2 my friend on the phone at bout 11 last night, since my mom waznt home. but after i hung up, i collapsed....my blood waz cold, my tears had dried on my face, my burns irritated and settled, all feverish n wat not....and my heart, beating so rapidly, had stopped. i wanted death so bad, it almost came 2 me. it waz like sleeping next 2 death's door.....but i made it through the night. and i decided 2 quit burning. so im goin 2 giv the lighter bak 2 my friend, and make him swear that no mattr how much i beg, plead, or cry, nvr 2 giv it 2 me again. i can always run across the street and giv it 2 him now, but im goin 2 wait till monday, like a test 4 myself...and as 4 my blades, lets c if i can make it out strong again. im bettr 2day, far from death, but im still so very far from being good let alone happy. but ill at least try. i wont die yet.....if u read this whole post (longest i made) then thnx......all ur advice and care means alot 2 me. well, ttylz...cyaz...
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Friday, December 8, 2006
ok............
i no y i waz sad...so i did hav a reason from the post below. im so sik of thinking about love like this, i just want it all 2 stop and leave me alone. love iz the thing that made me emo....i just want 2 stop suffering from it. being emo iz fine and all, but im sik of just living here not knowing wat 2 do as my mentallity collapses...*sigh*....well, cyaz...
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Thursday, December 7, 2006
hmmmmmm.........
i really hav not much 2 say 2day...i guess imma little sad right now, idk y, but i think im gonna burn l8tr....i did it last night way way hard, and it hurt so bad. the pain lasted all night long, n it still hurts. but it felt so good...*sigh* well, ill cyaz all l8trs....
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Wednesday, December 6, 2006
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The flames peel at my skin and deteriorate my flesh....as it slowly melts my depression and burns away my tears....
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Monday, December 4, 2006
heya every1....
ya, ive officially said bye bye 2 mi blades, cuz i no longer cut^^....i burn O.o but trust me, its bettr than cutting. and oh mi satan, the pain! mezmerising, hehe. well, ive been terribly depressed n emo lately, but othrwise nothing new. well, cyaz
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Thursday, November 30, 2006
Preserved Hope
The aroma of grace, the sight of sweet lavendar,
A pretty carnation that stands alone in the forgotten,
The decayed, dried lands where all dead is abandoned,
A centre of hope, where that flower stands tall,
Unscathed, untouched, unseen by mortal eyes,
But praised from the dead, the broken and all,
My hope lies with that flower, that pretty white-lavendar carnation,
So that one day the unnoticed can find the care set upon them,
And they can finally let go of life,
Let go of the misery and die peacefully.
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Tuesday, November 28, 2006
yoooooooooo
ovr slept......posting from skool........yeeeeeeeeeea, been in a bad mood 4 while, but im a bit bettr, so yeeeeeeea........hehe, my grandma thinks im possesed by the devil...but she could b right O.o well, cyaz 2 all
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Saturday, November 25, 2006
 ok, sudden change of heart...
my mother's an emo/goth, n shes bout 2 marry a goth. my 12 yr old sis iz goin goth/emo n already started cuttin, im emo/goth who cuts, n my mother used 2 cut.....an internal fam of emo/goths....FREAKIN AWESOME!!! =)
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