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Saturday, July 14, 2007
 ello everyone.
I've started on this story called "I Killed the Queen of the World". It started off as a poem I wrote while I was bored in class, but just a few days ago, I decided to re-write it into a story. So I'll post the first chapter tomorrow. Please tell me how it is so far^^
I'll try to get to everyone's sites today.
Cya!
~K3
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Thursday, July 12, 2007
 Ehehe....
Well....things didn't really turn out as planned. My dear Mother sorta found me, so I had to return to my life the way I had left it. But I was able to work on many things and I've finally gotten out of all the dark chains that I had fallen into. Sadly though, I am one who now carries a shadow past...dark secrets of what I've done earlier throughout the year must be burried. But certain people will try to ruin me..so I'll continue to fight and try to remain composed. I can't let dreaded mistakes ruin my chances for the future..
Well, anyways, even though I have renounced to my friends that I'm back to the way I'm supposed to be, I really haven't assumed my proper tag or identity or whatever. It seems I've shattered parts my life, my brain and soul and even my bare flesh, and just like glass it will be forever slowly to fix. But as I am doing so, I will try to live with people calmly and stay away from the bad ones with drugs and things like that. I'm not as strong as I'd like to be, so I'm not ready to deal with anyone like that. The next best thing is to avoid them.
So, I am back. And I'm glad to be back here^^ My life has been very quiet and to others nearly perfect. I live contently with my mom, and I get what I need, and all and all, I'm alright. But what they don't know is that my real mother doesn't even care for me (my grandma took care of me since I was 1) and my real father is dead. Money gets very thin around here, and my life is pretty tragic. I try to hide that from everyone because I'm the kind of person that can handle a rough past, but eventually it begins to pile on. I was molested by an older high school girl when I was 4, and my cousin took advantage of me when I was 7 and stole my virginity. It's pretty sick and sad. And throughtout my life I've always tried to help people, like my fellow classmates at school, but they'd always shun me. I never knew why. Some were jealous of the stuff I had. Others just plain hated me I guess. I mean, I wasn't that bad, I was pretty quiet actually, and sensitive. But at home I was spoiled. Whenever my real mother was "spending time" with me, something bad always happened. She taught me to lie, cheat, steal, I became a terrible child. I always had manners, but I was punished and beat alot for all the things I did. I eventually grew up from that though. And as for my father..he always treated me like the most special person in the world. He was always fun, kind, smiling at me. And I loved him for it, even though he was young (my real mother was pregnant with me at 16, and he was only 15). But when he up and dissappeared, we all thought he just ran off. ANd I was pissed. There were days I'd talk to my mom about it, and my friends. I'd shout to the skys, I had so much hatred for that. Then later on in life, I found out that he died in war. He was in the marines. All I felt was emptiness, as if my hatred all drained away. I'm not a regretful person, but I almost regreted that whole thing all together. So yes, my life is in fact the exact opposite from perfect. It might be even harder than my friends, who all have difficult parental lives. But they aren't as strong as I am, and I have sworn to be there for them, since no matter how hard or tragic my life turns to be, I still have what I need to live on. When the right tools are there, you're expected to use them. And when there are people who care for you, it's very..soothing. I never really knew what true friends were. After my social childhood of despair, I totally disregarded friendship. And ironically, that's when I met true friends. And later on I was able to relearn what it truly meant to value those friends. I'll never choose to forget these lessons again, even for love. I plan on dropping it once I'm in college since it's gonna be amibitous from there on, but I still will savor everything else. And though I really don't wanna look back to parts of my life, I won't forget my past either. Just like right now, there are times when it's good to reflect...
well, if you read all this, I'm impressed! Sorry for the extremely looooong boring post today, this is my longest post by record ehehe. But I didn't post my whole past, so it might've been longer haha. Maybe some other time..
Well, cya later everyone.
~K3
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Tuesday, June 26, 2007
It's Goodbye for now..
Due to many events and opened time and oppurtunity, I'm going to dissappear for awhile...a month to be exact. I will be leaving June 30, and I won't come back until August 1. Maybe then I would have fixed myself and others will need me again. So I bid thee all farewell.
Take care,
~MilleniumRing
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Saturday, June 16, 2007
eyyyyy....
tis a sweet party today.
it was my best friend sara's.
it was at a pool.
i was so emo there, with all my chains and my dark music capris and tight shirt.
i couldn't swim (please don't ask), so i sat under an umbrella and wrote songs for the band, haha.
i had fun :D
ttylz,
MR<3
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Friday, June 15, 2007
 *sighs/coughs*...
school is finally over.....omg, my geometry final was hell haha. i think im sick too. freshmen year sucked but ah well. 71 days till i go back for more =D
well, ttylz
~MR<3
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Sunday, June 10, 2007
heyhey
the bash...was...AWESOME.
not many people as last time but it was still cool.
i got the band Dropout year to sign my poster of them i just bought.
and i got the lead singer to hug me! he's so effing hott =)
and i got the Kilmer cd and got them to sign it.
and the lead singer and sexy guitarist from skitso clypso to sign my pants =D
so yea, it was fun.
well, im bored, IM me if you have AIM.
ttylz<3
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Saturday, June 9, 2007
 heeey...
guess what???
i get to go to the Bel Air bash tonight!
its when all these bands play in stuff, and it ll be awesome.
i dont know why im typing like this, just like it..
well, cyaz all later<3
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Friday, June 8, 2007
hey everyone.
howz it been....
my life sux. Truly.
when life tries to put me down, I walk away and try to live,
but then everything goes wrong, and I try to forget him,
but I don't care anymore about that, I've moved on from something,
but still my life goes wrong, and everything seems meek and the same...
...
iono, just came up with that haha. yea, my lfie truly sux right now, cut cut?, no no, came close, but refused, so i'm still strong but how long will i last?
~~~
FOREVER.
~K
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Monday, June 4, 2007
hey there everyone....
*blink* just woke up...im ridin on only 3 hrs of sleep (well, now 5) because i was up all night doin a science project i completely forgot about haha. ive been really busy lately n all, i just cant wait for school to end, but sadly it's another 2 weeks for me with finals on the last week =(
but anyways, its been goin ok and such, so yea, cant waitfor school to end but i really hate summer so i also cant wait for it to began =.= i basically just need a little break haha.
well, peacee
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Saturday, May 19, 2007
ok...
i got my cell taken away =.= no phone or comp. for two weeks (im on the librarys comp.) and no mall for one month. it sux ass, but ill survive. im checking out over 10 thick ass books haha.
well, peacee
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