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myOtaku.com: MillenniumChaos
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Tuesday, August 15, 2006
Between heavy and weightless.
 I was completely minding my own business and IT had to spring on me out of nowhere. I was blindsided, knocked over, and now I can't get up. Damn bad thoughts. Damn stupid world.
I try so hard not to make anyone sad, but I really, really can't pull any cheerfulness out today. It won't come.
I'm all alone.
Me versus the big scary monster. Me with a stick. The monster with the world. Damn.
I want to ask for help, but the word won't get past my throat. No. No. I've done this alone before. Just wait it out. They needn't know. Their burdens are too heavy anyway. I should know-- I'm falling apart just shouldering part of their burdens.
Damn.
-MC
P.S. Wow, how did it get THAT dramatic? I was just going to say "I'm kinda bummed today. Super cool update filled with anime love tomorrow!" *coughs* Me and may crazy muse. ^^;;
Though I could do with some warm cookies. :3
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