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Monday, January 31, 2005
I've Offically Decided I Think To Much!
Well on the way to work we were talking about my sister. She's moving in with Grandma to go to another school. There's this really bi**hy girl there that Amanda used to be friends with. Amanda's not the best person to do that to, cuz she'll snap at u.
Well anyway, I used to say that Amanda and I turned out pretty normal for the way we were raised, but I was wrong. She's got depression that stems from what happen to us. Plus she has no self-esteem cuz she was pretty much told she was worthless the whole time we grew up. I could understand where her rage comes from.
Plus I've noticed that I point out my sister's problems, so nobody will notice mine. I don't really get it, but I think I do, so mom doesn't have to deal with 2 problems instead of 1.
I've also realized I'm a disappointment to many people. My mom, because I dropped out of college for a little while, nad the fact that I've tried things I've told myself and others I would never do. Then my aunt, and that's because of school too. My grandma cuz of school, but she doesn't act like mom about.
I actually told my grandma about getting drunk, and she told me she figured I would do it, and that it was okay to get drunk every once in awhile. I love my grandma so much.
Question: Do think depression is inherited?
Personally I do. After on my dad's side everyone of them have it or had it.
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