Wednesday, August 16, 2006

   A Sarah from Florida is a girls' best friend

It took a long time for me to get out of lurker mode in your case. The sheer amount of ferocious cool that radiated from you was so intimidating. I loved how you wrote your posts centered and filled them with so much essence of yourself. You have a way of pulling people in, mesmerizing them, so much that they beg for more. Your writing style feels new and intriguing, so more of that would make me (along with a lot of people) very happy to see again.

Something I respect deeply about you is the determination to stick by your family, in bitter times as well as good times. They’re lucky to have you in their circle, something I wish/hope you are reminded of on a regular basis. If not by immediate family, then by friends. Devotion is a rarity but it’s abundant in you.

You’re one precious jewel that attracts us all to your glow :3

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I know I can't dance

EEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

I adore Ivan. I want to glomp him right up. Such a fly guy. The contemporary dance had me at the brink of tears, it was so stunningly beautiful ;___; Have a guess at how much I wished I was Alison dancing with him >.>;;;

Benji and Donyelle has to be the bestest couple ever. I wonder if they've "hooked up" yet, because they totally should :3 Her foot/leg better heal up so she doesn't endanger her career. I'm totally impressed by her flawless dancing despite being injured ;_;


PS: ARgh, forgot that I'm trying to put up the time my post was written in the subject line. Ah well. Ruthlessly cleaning out your Guestbook is liberating. I think I know why I (*makes face at all the I's*) don't end up befriending/visiting more of the people who randomly stop by. But it's impossible to explain >.< The only worry I've got this time around is accidentally removing someone's signature who's a friend of a friend and who's been given a recommendation to come here. Then again, most people who have been pointed in a direction usually say who got them here. But still. Sorry if that happened.

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Tuesday, August 15, 2006

   Shinje steals my eloquence away :o

Mr Kiwi Man. Back in the day I came by your place and commented often but then Alan had to pick up my slack. Now it’s high time to return to the golden days :p We’ve not been in many chats together nor have we had many opportunities to talk privately, which is blamed upon the time zones. It was always nice to have a chat with you, though. Out of curiosity, did you change your AIM handle as often as you did your OB name?

It’s really neat how you try your hardest to think outside the box, challenging [set] ideas and aiming to bring in a different point of view to subjects (such as movies). I sort of see you as a Padawan, with Alex as your Master. Hopefully you won’t attempt to slay him once you reach the level of Master O.o

You’re cool in my book, Shinje :3

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Monday, August 14, 2006

   Give me a Shy and I'll give you a grin and my dust in your face as I take off with him

I don’t think I’ll ever overcome the deep respect that puts you on a pedestal high above me. There’s such depth and maturity exuding from you, be it in stories or conversations. It’s like watching a painting by a famous artist and be at a loss for words, afraid to stand too close to it should you offend it with your amateur eyes gazing upon the richness spreading across the canvas. But there is much enjoyment to be found from afar, even if a slight envy is always present towards those who stand closer to you.

It is a fact that you’ve made OB a brilliant place with your presence, whether it’s been by working hard as a staff member or gracing threads with your sparkling pennies. The original stories you’ve posted are exceptionally marvellous, rich with artistic spirit and on-point or on-cue writing that always hits its mark. You participation in RPG’s further proves what a brilliant mind you have, effortlessly going from comedy to gut-wrenchingly tense drama/action..

Being able to play Literati with you has brought me much happiness and it’s an honor I feel unworthy of at times. You’re beauty of an aspect hard to define :3

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23:30 PM

Jag går till extremligheter för att hjälpa alla men mina bekymmer blir till olägenheter och förödande jobb när jag [aktivt] ber om hjälp. Det är bara när folk själva bestämmer sig för att hjälpa som det går bra, annars slutar det med att jag mår ännu sämre. Och varför passar det så bra att förvärra situationen när jag redan mår dåligt, som om det inte räcker att det redan är illa nog. Jag går hela tiden emot mig själv, tömmer mig själv på energi, förintar mig själv. Det finns inte mycket kvar till mig själv men jag får hela tiden tänja på gränserna för att slippa sitta såhär med tårar som bränner i ögonen medan hjärtat snörper åt halsen. Vem vill känna att det är ens eget fel att man mår skit av andras behandling när man redan är begravd i en kloak av ångest?

Men jag är väl värd det, med tanke på att allt är mitt fel.

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When life is crap, you spread the love. *makes a new post*

I love my friends. Very much. Thank you for being there and here in my heart.

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Saturday, August 12, 2006

   One spanking hot Asuka, coming up!

Tori is a woman with balls that kick a lot of ass, her spunky personality stands out in the thickest of crowds. Tori, your fierce persistence awakens the fighting spirit in me and I cheer you on as you battle with the hardships. Likewise I applaud giddily when joy wraps you up in its arms, swaying to and fro. Regardless of the emotion you’re always true with what you feel, refusing to mask it up with fakeness. It’s refreshing to see that kind of unabashed honesty.

The foundation you stand on is strong though I suspect it’s been made a bit stronger from the hardships you’ve been through. Despite the tough times you continue to generously give second chances. I could totally see you as an ancient Warrior Princess who [would kick Xena’s ass and] spends her mornings slaying enemies, the does needlework in the evening over a cup of hot cocoa. You’re an empowered woman who retains a gorgeous femininity.

I think you’re a pretty funky lady :3


PS: I'm glad we could sort things out, Asuki-Love *hugs*

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21:08 PM ~ Sweden Time

The past couple of days have been a sneaky road to pain. Much pain. Unneccessary pain.

On Sunday (last week) I drank my last Nourishment Supplement drink and grumbled over my intuition being right once more about how the call to the local Dietician would go. She wanted 'documented medical proof' that I actually needed it, because telling her that my last Dietician would gladly affirm the significant need of it in my everyday diet wasn't enough. Her voice was thick with annoyed/contempt disbelief when I mentioned that my intake of nutriants was low partly due to the 'no fruits or veg for me' deal. It didn't matter that it hasn't been in my diet EVER.

That was the worst part of the conversation, because I hate it when that subject comes up, though how it ended kinda shocked me. Up until then she'd spoken with a very low, drawling tone, but when she said 'goodbye' she perked up like a freak on speed O.o It just felt like she shouted "Thank God, I think I got rid of that one!" in my face.

At that moment it all felt like a huge waste to procure something I need to live normally considering the fact that there was no way I'd be going through the whole process of getting her the 'proof' she demanded. I loathe having to deal with the health care system. It's responsible for seriously deteriorating my health in the first place and it also made it worse by not being able to help me out after doing so. Slaps to the face and punches to the stomach is all they've given me.

The last Dietician was an exception to that rule. All she needed to hear was that it made me feel better. It was easy to feel ok when I had her. A simple phone call saying my prescription was ending was all it took, back in the day. She'd whip up another one and I kept on feeling ok. That's why there are no 'medically documented journals with rigorous blood tests' pertaining why I drink it.

So like I said, this past week I've been thrown back to a trip down memory lane of how everything was like before the days of "Nourishment Supplement drinks".


It all started when I was about 11-12. Every Saturday my dad'd play Indoor Bandy with a group of acquaintances and I'd tag along. Nothing would stop me from going. (Well, maybe a deathly flu would.) During the time this tradition went on I began to experience problems with my joints and muscles, feeling achey even when I'd not done anything streneous. Then came the big blow. One Saturday it hurt badly enough that I had to cancel Indoor Bandy.

It totally gutted me because I wanted to go but knew it just wouldn't work. Moving around, even the slightest, was really painful. Sitting perfectly still didn't make it better, either.

After that I began missing more Saturdays. More days were filled with pain. At my worst I had to walk with crutches because it hurt so bad I couldn't move my legs around. Funny how time can make those memories fade away. Now my body is back to where it was then.

It hurts all day. It gets worse every day.






















So I'm eternally thankful to my mom for always being there for me! All those years ago she spoke to her mom about my sad situation and got the tip to try out the Nourishment Supplement drink. Grandma had spoken to a lady whose boy had had severe pneumonia and didn't respond to medications but got 100% better once he started drinking the stuff. We tried it out and sure enough, I got all better.

This past Tuesday mom came to the rescue again when she called my old Dietician and explained the situation. My new prescription came in the mail yesterday so now I'll just have to hang on until the end of next week when my pharmacy will have it in stock.

(It used to be that you could go to the pharmacy, ask them to order it in and get it 2 days later. Now you need to fill out an order, send it to a central medical office somewhere and they'll ship it to the pharmacy where you live, therefore making it take 4-5 business days. We sent in the order the moment we got the prescription so hopefully it'll get here by the end of next week. Hopefully.)

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Friday, August 11, 2006

   All you need is John. John is all you need.

One of my greatest fears is losing friends like you, who bring sunshine to the angstiest of corners. You’re a source of inspiration and bring me much hope. Not to mention happiness in abundance! The fact that you had a petition that people who disliked Kansas (right?) is proof of how tenaciously fabulous you are. Before I actually realized that you were on OB I thought ‘hey, that dude’s pretty cool’ when your posts showed up in threads XD; It’s always a pleasure to see that the youth isn’t lost on everyone.

Something that astounds me is your ability to be so level headed, even with family members who doesn’t seem to earn such a mature response. The fact that you choose to go a different road, striving for higher ground, fills me with admiration. When you at the same time manage to be incredibly human and satirical, well, the praise keep stacking up. You make righteousness badass.

Keep growing into that wonderful man you’re destined to continue being :3

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Thursday, August 10, 2006

   I purr for Kei

It’s a wonder that you’ve stuck by me for this long … especially considering all those Literati matches >.> Spending time with you or catching up on your life is always a pleasure. Your wit and humor sends me reeling with laughter, while the more intelligent conversations spur me on to formulate my thoughts as well as you do. If I were rich you'd be getting loads more packages, simply because you deserve it and making you happy rights the world a bit more.

As the creator of the comic "Plushies" (based on characters Queen Asuka created) you invite us to a huge love-fest in your honor, your PR-ing shines brightly in the RPG’s you’re part of, for many years you’ve done an excellent job in moderating over at OB and through it all you find time to give so much of yourself to your friends. The pizzazz that is Bossyness absolutely blasts unworthy peons, like myself, out of the water. No one need be afraid of n00bs when Kei is nearby!

You truly are the most wonderful and sexy cats of them all :3

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Wednesday, August 9, 2006

   Molly's got it, oh baby she's got it!

There will never come a day when I stop being awed at your coolness. You’re the big bad boss of MyO and I blatantly boast about being your shrewd lawyer-friend. If it were in my power I’d do anything at your command to make life happier/better because that’s just what one does for bad bosses, yo! The hip attitude you dazzle an adoring audience with is one of many reasons to love you. You spoil us rotten with a personality so laden with entertainment, encouragement, and uncompromised friendship.

A no-nonsense kind of girl you’re not afraid to be all of who you are, glorified or plain human, and it all makes us worship you more. Whether you post about your life, movies or work, it’s always worthwhile to read. Shorter posts say as much as long ones do, an art not mastered by many. And anyone who has seen a photo of you knows that your sassyness isn’t limited to that sexy mind, it’s very much visible in a hawt bod. Rawr.

You’re very much the cool older sister that all the little girls aspire to be like :3


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