Thursday, March 10, 2005

RahXephon

While I absolutely hate it when my mind messes me about, I really love animes that give me a good mindfuck and that's about as wild as I am. Sometimes it's sad to be boring and dull, because that ties into the whole attraction bit, but then again the crazy people wouldn't come off half as much fun if it weren't for bland people that contrast them, I suppose.

Stupid + Not exciting = 2 things to beat myself up about. I'm getting better at maths!


Lunai: *waves the Shackles of Angst and Self loathing* I can't remember where I put the key

Bachelor Beau: "The Sad Pad with a sea view". Yep.

Hotness: I've got blankets and pillows to keep me warm.

Suaveness: I'm Stupid and that's my imaginary friend, Brainy, waving the sign. We used to be joint together but he decided to do his own thing and only shows up when there's a good photo opportunity.

Shimmy Shammy Shoo: I might be Stupid but you can't fool me. You're Brilliant so don't try to take over the show *nod*

Mistress: Somehow that makes perfect sense *gives her something to chew on*

Badness: That was the best corn ever served to me and I'm usually not one for healthy stuff *munches*

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Wednesday, March 9, 2005

Ra-Ra

I like it here.
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Tuesday, March 8, 2005

Put me out of my misery and end this stupidity

*scroll*

You know what it's like when someone catches your eye. Thoughts of how to attract their attention start to creep into your conscious. Closely followed by that are the depressive notions of how it's useless: why on earth would they be even remotely interesting in glancing your way, unless you're obstructing their view or happen to fall in their line of vision as they scout for people who are worth being attentive to.

It really sucks to entertain this idea, but lately I've honestly felt that it's better to have not loved at all than it is to have loved and lost. At least in my case. At first it made me happy to know that love/lust could come my way and that if it happened once then the possibilities of it happening again was greater than if it had never happened. The problem is that now I think of my experience as more of a fluke - a lucky coincidence. "Congratulations, you've been granted a rare exception from the rule which will be in effect for the rest of your life as soon as you've enjoyed this to the point where you think you're over the idea that you're not worthy of it and then you'll hide in a corner as we laugh at you for being a silly goose to believe something so ridiculous" .... you get the general idea of where I'm going with this.

So now I know what it's like and think that it's all I'll ever get. Which is more saddening than thinking it'll never be, because now I have a very clear idea of what it is that I'm missing out on. Mostly it makes me angry when the feeling of being unworthy knocks me over so brutally at the slightest entertaining of notions that I might be interesting to someone. But sometimes you can't help but allow yourself a moment of fantasy. It'd be nice if I could have those times left alone, undisturbed. Just for a little while. Because I don't expect them to come true. That would be stretching it and I'm not made out of that material.

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Everyone here rocks and I'm going to go hide under one now.

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Monday, March 7, 2005

You seriously need to read this!

Theory of Pyro
Third person revealed? Pyrophobic shares her thoughts on who the mystery person might be. Go, read now!
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To Panda with Love =)

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Panda: Wheee ^_^ *glomps back*

Pyro: Nope, the chain is still incomplete. Feel free to guess, hehe.

Alex: *giggles* Go independant and make that movie!

Hotness: *checks dictionary.com* Yeah, you're right. A 'gosling' is a young goose (or a naive/inexperienced person, haha) I didn't know that *giggles* And your guess wasn't lame, just not on the button *snuffle*

Shimmy Shammy: But that'd take away the mystery of the snuffle!

Hotness: No, a snuffle is a far cry from snuff. It's a mixture of different things. I could elaborate but the sentence ends here.

Faroe: Your Guestbook has been signed - after a looong time ^_^; Sorry about that.

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Sunday, March 6, 2005

   I just feel a little bit stupid - like a moron without a brain

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1) Ryan Gosling 2) Curtis Stone 3) *******

<< I'm starting to see a trend here >>

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Shin: Very good answer! But not the "correct" one. And your prize is me trying not to use a comma before my lol's. That should make you happy, no? :p

Akamaru: No, they aren't... *tries not to entertain thoughts* >>;;;

Suaveness: No matter what you are, you're still sexy ~_^

Tinky Winky: ... You obviously have a serious lack of taste when it comes to men.

John: Well, you can have a Twix if you like? *hands him one*

Doc: But it's a goodlooking trend =\ ... Would a Mars bar sway your mind? =D

Angel: Ryan is an actor, Curtis is a chef. The only link between the two are their [in my opinion] good looks. Which links them with the mystery person.

Alex: *rolls eyes* The only gay thing about this is my mood when I look at them. They make me gay!

(As in "happy". Gotta love the English language and how it's changed over the years.)

Badness: Hmm, good suggestion but not quite right *awards her buns anyway*

Shimmy Shammy: *bows to him* Yes, you're totally supreme =)

Panda: Nooooo, not Brad Pitt ;_; *puts a big "no-no" stamp on that image* >>

Tinky Winky: *horrified gasp* ... Hm, though if your opinion is shared by many others it means I don't have to share the love with too many people ... Definite perk.

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Saturday, March 5, 2005

What have I, what have I, what have I done to deserve this?

I just want to take you all in my arms and have one big mudwrestle party! Imagine the love, the group hugs, the gropes and copping feels... O.o;;; Uhm, yeah. My point was that you all rock and I love you all *blows kisses* James: Thank you for the glomping *checks her pulse* Yep, it's back to normal now :p You spoil me, you do *snuffle* Pyro: I would be honoured if you'd honor me with painting it *bows deeply* Hevn: Actually, it's from Haibane Renmei. Wheee another artist willing to give it a go =D Azure: What? >>;;; lol Akayo: I can't draw either *tear* Good thing there are people in the world who can so we don't go without ^_^ Molly: *huggles madly* I love it when you peek by ~_^ "The Notebook" is on its way to my hot little hands as we speak *squeee* John: Haibane Renmei, my newest favourite anime show _^_ Shin: I'm a girl! I love to bawl my eyes out... But you're right, everyone needs a good dose of Peter Sellers! Suaveness: I'm dying for it to come out on DVD over here. Sadly I missed it when it was in the theatre ;_; It is muchly anticipated *nods and hugs*

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Friday, March 4, 2005

If someone with talent could draw something like that image for me (a girl just sprouting wings, with blood dripping off of them), using charcoal mainly and a deep red for the blood, I would be the happiest girl in the world. Or at least give the current happiest girl in the world some serious competition.

As for the post with way too much white space, I didn't really have anything to say or didn't know how to say what I wanted to - hence why it came out the way it did, hehe.

Mmm, along with "The Notebook" (which I obviously need to buy and watch until my eyes hurt), I also rented "Bourne Supremacy" which will be looked at today. "Bourne Identity" was a really good movie so I'm anticipating this one to do a good job as well. Matt Damon's presence should guarantee a good watch anyway, haha.

Baby beluga, I'm in a dumb mood today.
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Thursday, March 3, 2005

I just saw "The Notebook" and absolutely loved it and I could care less what that makes you think of me and then I went outside and there were stars everywhere and I didn't know whether to laugh or cry.

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Wow, that sure was one big waste of space. *tilts head and wanders off*
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