Wednesday, March 2, 2005

Thrust

Hehe, man ... yesterday's post sure came out crazy now that I look back on it Stuff was frustrating me I guess (dad expects me to pitch in with money on the broadband bill *still hasn't forgiven him for downtime*) and the lack of someone to snuggle up to, for comfort (and maybe more *laughs*), made my physically weakened body affect my mind to write what I did. Not that I'm taking it back or anything, just ... Uh, yeah. Feeeeeedmeback Aiyisha: Yes, I bared it to you XD Hevn: We're going to have sex? Oh, ok. j/k ;p Blue Hawk: *giggles* Shanny muffin: Oooo, you guys sure get up to some wild stuff, don't you? ~_^ Shiny Shimmy: Eccentricity - Angst. < or > ? You have 30 seconds to consider your answer and give it to me before the bell rings. Then you shall recieve a prize. Mitchy Boo: Of course I'd use protection if it [in the very unlikely case] should happen. *points to safety mask and goggles* I'm all prepared for the sparkly, hot action ^_^ Canadian Goose Man: *gasp* Are you suggesting I go looking for this stuff? I swear it just pops up when I'm randomly googling for the most innocent things ¬¬ John: .... What are on those cards you're shuffling? *peers* Rustym: lol, thank you. That was a very healthy dose of angst you produced for us. *gives him a lollipop* Now go have fun with the other happy kids! ^_^ Angel: *laughs* You're too awesome ~_^ Panda Love: I don't deserve myself ;____; *giggles and glomps her* Dum-di-dum.... 23:05 Swedish Time: I feel so sick, pity me *whimpers and paws at your feet*

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Tuesday, March 1, 2005

Please excuse the eccentricity of this post

Aaaaa, I want to have sex - or just snuggle up with someone - or go out and roll around in the snow - or dance madly around the house - or or .... *squeeees* Sorry, I'm just using my head at the moment and that in combination with the rest of my body ... ehum. In other news I hate both Azure and Sara because they're smart and I'm not, thereby making me using my brain. (So far there's about 2 pages worth of rambling, not really saying anything new *sob*) I hate people for being gorgeous because it makes me want them (gotta love not thinking highly enough of yourself to convince the ol brain that you're worth more than you give yourself credit to). And those who are happy should just stop because we need more ANGST! Hrm, yes. I obviously woke up way too early today and have thought too much before even having breakfast. And this whole Haibane Renmei issue is going to have me thinking so much that a nap is out of the question. Yay for being swarmed by thoughts and ideas when you're about ready to die fall asleep -.- (To clarify, I don't really mind feeling the way I do at the moment seeing as it's more of a giddy bouncy feeling because I feel there's no limits to my frame of mind/the rest of the world right now (except when it comes to my ability to express myself, eesh). So no need to worry, but do feel free to offer me ... whatever you think might make me feel good *cough/shifty*) I posted in the Haibane Renmei thread and it drained whatever energy I had going this morning to write stuff down, trying to make it ... readable. Which probably didn't happen ^_^; Have at it, Azure/Sara/whomever.

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Monday, February 28, 2005

   ablah

The silly little cold, that's knocking me out, won't go away. I've been in a nondescript mood most of today, which is probably down to the cold, and it annoys me. If I'm feeling a defined emotion there's always some way of dealing with it (depressed - mope/wallow in self pity, angry - play loud music, etc) until it blows over. When you don't know what you're feeling ... *sighs and shrugs* I did have a nice dream last night though. Snuggle snuggle. Mmm. Got through the remaining episodes of Haibane Renmei and now it's time for the extra material. Hehe, I didn't want to watch that before I was done, in case it'd spoil it for me. And the thread in Anime Lounge is off-limits no more! Can't wait to see the discussion between Azure and Sara =) Oh, and I joined Alan's forums so that I could do something creative with an image there, instead of changing the layout here [again], haha. Even managed to do a halfdecent post in a thread of Annies, about music in movies. We'll see how active I end up being >> Gah, my body aches. In more than ways than one *pout*. Love you all *hugs*

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Sunday, February 27, 2005

   When feelings don't have words

I began watching Haibane Renmei today and so far the first two discs have been looked at (there are 4 in total). And .... it's impossible for me to say anything right now. Which is, for me anyway, the absolute greatest testament that it's wonderful. It sort of nestles its way into my heart, becoming part of ... something very satisfying. When I can't think of words to describe how something makes me feel, or explain what I thought about a particular thing ... On one hand it's extremely frustrating because I want to share how I feel/think, but at the same time not. How I feel is .. how I feel, lol. No one is going to have the exact same experience or fully understand it even if I tried to share. It's like being surrounded by a warm, shimmering glow that makes everything make perfect sense. Although, first you can just sense it but you're not sure anything really happens, and then it slowly takes shape. Everything starts to unfold into delicate thoughts or ideas, instead of just feelings. That state of mind makes me ... happy/safe/alive? I don't know. There are so many words that could be used and none seem to make it justice, nothing can really work in aiding me to properly describe what's going on in those moments. All I know is that I love when it happens =)

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Saturday, February 26, 2005

Baby light my fire [mini edited]

Where is Solo these days? =\ I hope he hasn't been fed love potion and accidentally turned into Cupid! :o Imagine the mayhem he could cause then. >> Anyway, I hope the rehearsals are going ok and that you're not too harmed ^_^; Give us a word when you've got time =) EDIT: Solo's alive, lol. Just very busy ^_^ He's having trouble accessing myOtaku though *frowns* Dunno what that's about, hm. Thank you so much for the show :-* You know who you are ~_^ Feedback =D Akamaru: *gives him doggy treats* I have so much time on my hands because there's a lot of stuff in my life that's not sorted at the moment. Until then, I hang out at home and take care of the house =) Azure: Man, just by asking those few questions you made a billion more appear in my head O_O; Ok, in the right order: 1) It's actually a girl and no, she's not having sex with mud. But you're pretty close though *grins* 2) I think in some cases we act instinctively, when in danger or whatever situation forces/coaxes you to rush into working something out. Then there are instances where we need to step back and really think before doing anything, if we don't want to make matters worse. Uhm, maybe that wasn't what you asked *reads again* Well, the same thing applies there too. Sometimes we dream of something and accomplish it by trial and error. Other times we just stumble on something, like ... studying obesity gave a few hints in the study of narkolepsi (sp?). I don't know. Mankind is made up of individuals so you can't really say that we all go by one model or the other *shrugs* It's a combination of both most of the time, lol. 3) It wouldn't take any wishes. It would take action. *is serious* 4) I think it's a great country, both because of the people, the nature and the prospect of seeing wild killer whales ^_^ 5) Is SkyFlash aware of who I am and is he ok with the possibility of me guiding you about? *laughs and wrings hands* Hm, I'm pretty horrible as a guide but if you guys came to Sweden we would definitely have to go visit Liseberg (amusement park in Gothenburg) and bake some buns together! One of my sisters live in the town, so she could possibly guide us around instead, haha. I'd recommend Gothenburg over Stockholm any day >> Ooo, if you're going to England, I could always join you, do the whole sightseeing thing (since I know where to go and how *pose*) and force you to spend hours picknicking with me in Kensington Gardens >:D Shimmy sham: Aaaaah, OK ;) Badness: Mmm, the joys of chocolate spread! It's nice to hear people enjoying the Swedish delights ^_^ Hmmm, I would throw rocks at .... a window *grins* It'd just be cool to see/hear the glass shatter >> Suaveness: Hmm, well if I'm with someone then I don't care where I land, tee hee. When on my own, a bed is preferred and for it to be either quiet or some soft music playing =) Annie the Pimpinator: OB dreams tend to be pretty wacky, don't they? XD And I'll be so sad to see you leave for a while ;___; Mrs Gaara: #646293 <-- that is apparently the hex code *scratches head* I think. Anyway, it's a rather near color ^_^ Tonky Wonky: They will come to collect your soul one day! Mark my word >>

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Friday, February 25, 2005

Bweee, kudos to James! (for hosting song)

Since I have little to report, here's Feedback Faroe: Absolutely! *giggles* Ah, the joys of mailing stuff out ^_^ Bikini Queen: ~_^ Yes, them packages are nice too *winks* Sexyness: Well, you do have one package that's always yours to unwrap >> *waits to be slaughtered because of that seriously bad pun* Suaveness: You're so wise. Teach me more! :-* Bossyness: Not as much as I love yours :p *glomps* Mistress: I'm sure I'll be whooo-ing right alongside you when mine eyes hath basked in the gloriousness *dramatic gesturing* Badness: Great, now I feel like running around in one of my skirts *glares at the low temperatures* Le sigh, nothing left to do but live vicariously through you! =D Shinny shim: .... I really have no clue what that comment meant and I've read it a couple of times now *feels incredibly stupid* ;_; John: :o That's cool, especially since I've never seen that movie or read the book ^_^; Though I did see it as a play once =) Tonky Wonky: It got some playtime right after you gave it to me but since then it's been kind of dormant/dead. I enjoyed it while it caught my attention, haha. Thanks for commenting lots lately, by the way =) Rrrrrustym: Oooo, another person to badger *grins* Don't worry, I'll take most of it out on Azure XD Hopefully the weather will stop throwing tantrums soon ^_^ Azureness: You're so cute *huggles* Don't expect the same kind of intelligence from me as Sara has spoiled you with >> Shanny muffin: *puts some pressure on the post offices around the world* May it arrive as quickly as possible! There's nothing worse waiting for something you know is coming >_< (Well, maybe there is but we're ignoring that *laughs*) Springs and Winter are nice seasons in and of themselves, but not mixed together O.o Cuddly Canadian Goose: Mmm, packages are both fun to wrap and to unwrap *giddy giggle* And it'd be muchos cool if you could make your way to AX (even cooler if I manage to get there too, haha). Just don't kill yourself trying, savvy? ~_^ Oh, and the hosting of those songs aren't terribly rushing. I've got one up now that fits the layout, hehe. *hugs* I'll keep you all posted on Haibane Renmai, lol. Just need to get around to watching it >> Hm, last night I had my #?th dream about the next myO version. It involved me being confused about how it worked (as always) and Solo suddenly disappearing from the buddy list. He appeared after a while, with an entry very similar to a couple of mine, some posts back. Say it with me now: "Wishful thinking", lol. So yeah, bring on myO v2 before my dreams really get out of whack ^_^;;; Uhm, it feels like I'm forgetting something or that I should be doing something specific. No clue what that would be though, but I hope it's not anything important and that it doesn't involve someone waiting anxiously for me to do it *gulps* So, have you guys got anything burning on your minds? You know where the comment box is by now :p

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Wednesday, February 23, 2005

Alex - the last post still applies

You know you love me, Azure ;p Bweeee, that arrived in the mail today. I placed the order yesterday (their last copy!) and they have this policy where, if you order before 4 o'clock, [technically] you should recieve it the next day. (There are exceptions though). After seeing pictures from the anime, along with Azure's high recommendations, and the remarkably low price ... I just couldn't resist _^_ The mystery item also came today, but it was slightly too big to fit in our mailbox. So I had to trudge down to the shop (sometimes it's delivered to the post office, other times the shop *shrugs*) and collect my prize. The temperature was around -7 degrees Celsius. A very chilly (and strong) wind made it feel like -15 *shivers* In hindsight it might not have been a good idea to go out twice, staying out close to an hour in total >>;;;; Boy did it make me feel alive though, haha. The weather has had problems making up its mind about what season it really is, which results in rather nasty chocks when it suddenly goes from +5 to -10 over night *_*;; Good thing I can stay in my toasty warm room and fiddle with ... stuff. Or to be more precise, a package. This'll be my last for a while, seeing as I'm set on trying to get to AX. Speaking of which, I should bug talk to Solo about this *makes note* But yes, it's brilliant fun arranging packages, even if they do look horribly boring. Standard white and yellow box, postage pre-paid. I'm a bit worried about doing too much to the outside of the package, thinking they'll refuse to send it if it's too cluttered ^_^; So the fun is restricted to the contents inside, hehe. Endeth the posteth with Feedbacketh Shimmy Sham: I'm all about Sillyness. I rest my case :p Faroe: Hehe, yeah I know what you mean. Thanks for being so calm about it =) Angel: XD I'd never want to be a guy, especially not since I can experience something near to it just by staying me :p Babelicious: You have free reigns ;D Suaveness: We are most definitely NOT after the same man, so no worries there. At all, lol. Ok, so now maybe I wish I was a guy ~_^ Mr Tones: Ah, good call on the time period =) Thanks!

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Tuesday, February 22, 2005

ALEX

Where's my package and during what timeperiod did women have loosely fitted dresses? Like this one. But most importantly: WHERE IS MY PACKAGE!?!? You've promised on several things lives that it would arrive soon and my parents are giving me attitude over this. Just show what a great guy you are and send the package. It's time to move on, lol.

Faroe: ^_^; Well, I did put a warning up >> Shammy: I've obviously missed out, lol. <-- look! A comma before the lol! ;p Rei Man: Yes, heed the warning. It can save lives... or something ¬.¬ Badness: Haha, ok first off I need to tell a funny story. My sister said that she's figured out my earthly possessions pattern. Normally I'm very generous about lending my stuff or time to friends/family but apparently I have a period right after I've bought something, when I'll be very possessive about it (hence why it's called possession *cough*). So she won't ask to borrow it until a week later because then I'll be more inclined to grant her request XD;;; Mmmm, Rahxephon *dreamy sigh* Sexyness: Boooyah! Can't wait to see what you come up with ^_^ Bachelor Beau: .... I nearly wet myself laughing when reading your comment! Chie: *squeeeze huggles* They didn't come today but hopefully they'll be here this week ;_; Have a great week! John: For some reason it's more fun to order stuff and wait for them to turn up in the mail than it is to go to a store, pick it up and go home ... Funny how things work, haha. Suaveness: I wouldn't call you that at all. Senpai would be the word I'd use ;3 Care to take on students? lol Shimmy: Ah, the joys of having friends of the opposite sex. Hotness: You flatter me too much *turns on the fan* And I'm aware that everyone has their individual buttons. If anything, the link material made me want to go exploring, so to speak, to see how accurate it was. Or to prove it wrong, whatever you fancy ~_^ Hevn: *sits all alone on her Frigid Bench* ;___; Wild Boy: In short, yes. Go get Rahxephon. Now. I'd explain why but then all that'd come out would be jobberish ^_^;;; It's good 8) Akamaru: Yes, I need something to waste my time with XD Angel: Let's split the blame and say we're both corrupted and are having a great time spreading it ;D I think I have too much instinct at the moment *dies laughing*

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Monday, February 21, 2005

How do you want it?

You are about to be warned. Do not click this link if you're not of age or you're feeling sexually frustrated/aroused and do not want to be further stimulated. You have been warned. Eeeeee, I got a letter from Kei today! *squishes her* Her handwriting is very spunky ^___^ Which reminds me I should work on my own >>; Tomorrow I'll be getting my hair cut, something that should've been done a long time ago. But it's been put off because I couldn't bother getting an apointment. There's also the fact that I cut it all by myself and didn't need to have it cut, hehe. Anywhoooo, it's looking rather dull and hopefully some life will be brought back to it. Or give me a good reason to stick a cap on my head and play hobo for a couple of weeks .... Mmmm, yesterday was a really good day. Parents gone for a good couple of hours - empty house *blissful sigh* I made the most of my time and baked buns! They turned out well, something I never trust they will. Doughs have a tendency to have a life/will of their own ¬¬;;; But the really cool part was discovering that one of the online shops I order my DVD's from, had some good anime DVD's for sale :o They had Rahxephon to a really good price, so I nabbed that! It's released sometime next week and should be in my needy little hands around the same time ^___^ Can't wait to show that one to my younger sister *wrings hands* As you all know I can be a bit impatient [waiting for things] so I decided to order another item from there. It should arrive tomorrow, making my daily wait for the mail much more fun :p Glompage/Homage Akamaru: Plotting is good, ya *snickers* Shampoo: *gasp* You have made such mistakes? I don't believe that :p "Spunky" is now my new favourite word *huggles* Hotness: Haha, I'm hardly cool when peppy ... *coughs* Mmmm, inspiration! Gotta love it when that runs wild ~_^ Suaveness: Ooooo, now that is something I definitely need to try some day *makes a mental note and helps kick out the kiddies from the house* >>;;; Angel: Either I've corrupted you or you're the one who corrupted me ~_^ John: Every post here tends to be odd in one way or another. I thought you'd be used to that by now ;p

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Sunday, February 20, 2005

I'm so excited and I just can't hide it - I'm about to lose control and I think I like it

Mwehehehehehe, got the house all to myself for a couple of hours. What to do, what to do? ~_^

Feedback Annsie, Bikini Queen: Thank you darling *mwuah* It was indeed a dream I had that morning, just before waking up. For some reason my dreams have been very movie-esque lately, so I figured why not use them and bring them to life here =) Glad you enjoyed it :-* Julian: MMm, a response that truly makes me grin ^_^ Linky Linky: *bows* Coming from you, that means a bit _^_ Suaveness: Muchos gracias, tulip *glomps* Shampoo: Ew, thanks for pointing it out. That's what not having Word will do to you ^_^; Come here, nitpicking buddy *hugs* Hehe, originally I had planned to spend today bawling as much as possible but after having the most wonderful chat with a friend last night ... I'm not going to ^_^ The talk was just what I needed so the positive energy spawned from it will be used to spiffy the day up to the point where Alice herself will be jealous of me and my wonky Sunday! *pose* The Cheshire Cat's loopy grin ain't got nowt on mah sweet buns and their spunky delights, I tell ya that. Anyway, I feel good and hope that ya'll are feeling shagadelic. If not, come on over and funk along with the Pointer Sisters. That is guaranteed to get you in the mood ;D

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