Saturday, December 4, 2004

Comatose - Depeche Mode [Exciter]

Comatose, almost You've got me dreaming Slipping in And Sliding out Of conscious feeling Take a light Start the flame Play the game I am lost In your eyes Hypnotised Here I believe Dreams never deceive Comatose, almost You've got me dreaming Slipping in And sliding out Life has no meaning Bodies move Colours change Girl you're strange Here inside I'm at home I'm alive Don't be afraid I'm floating away Comatose, almost You've got me dreaming Slipping in And sliding out Of conscious feeling Comatose, almost Comatose, almost Comatose.

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Continues commenting on comments

Shin: I shall seek you out, to the ends of the earth! ... Or I'll just sign onto AIM *shrugs* HC: *laughs so hard she's barely able to breathe* That was just too much fun, haha. And I'm happy to hear I deliver satisfaction :p Akamaru: Noooo, it's my bat. Mine >>;;; Angel: Yesh! When you have more access to internet, we shall play lots and lots of Literati >:) Shanny: *giggles and feeds her buns* I feel complete now with this lovely addition to my body :-* Insanedemon: May I suggest you say nothing at all if you're not having a good day? Barooooon: I shall castrate him if he comes after me, rest assured. *salutes* John: *laughs hearty (and non-psychotically I might add >>) and gives him a hug* You're a cool dude ^_^ Panda: Give your Brynner a big slobbering kiss from me :D Lunai: Because you missed my commentary post, I made this one into a commentary post too ^_^ I hope that fever isn't too longlasting *gives buns and wellwishes* Editness: Right, forgot to add this. I've turned off the Guestbook since I can't really commit to returning signatures at the moment, hehe. *hides the pens* >> Editness2: Uhm, does anyone know if it's possible to do a watermark of sorts in Adobe Photoshop 6.0? Editness3: I shall continue to comment on comments, so don't worry Hevn ^_^

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Friday, December 3, 2004

Finally a commentary comment post

Akamaru: The feeling of being watched is indeed creepy, but luckily that's not something I feel too often, hehe. *hugs and then swings her baseball bat* Panda: :D I'd love to good around with Brynner in particular, haha. That dog seems so goofy and lovable ^__^ *huggles her, Panda-style* Mistress Papaya: *pounces* Your flattery will get you anywhere. Anywhere except my Pants Collection. That's off limits *clings* Pyro: *smiles and hugs her* Yeah, I'm doing my best not to let it get the better (or worst?) of me. He's the one who should be suffering, after all *rolls eyes* Thanks again for being here ^__^ Most eligable bachelor ever: That's another good reason for staying in. Literati games with you :D Syk: *laughs* Yeah, a real bear trying to hug me would be a bit scary. The bear population is low enough as it is without me glomping them to death >> Shim Shim Maroo: Yay! I look forward to getting a proper beating ^__^ ... In a very innocent, Literati-esque way. Ehum. Angel: *hugs tightly* Thank you :) Alex: What I said to Shin, only slightly modified :p Boba: Not a bad idea. It's always good to be prepared and look after yourself *nods* I'm realising even more now (due to recent unfolding of events and what people have shared with me) just how fortunate I was to escape with little damage done to me. I intend to keep it that way. My best wishes to your friend. It's awful that it had to happen to her and everyone else it's happened to. Insanedemon: Yeah, that about sums it up. Shanny: *snuggles her* Thank you for being so wonderful and just being there. That thought alone makes me feel a lot better ^_^ Annsie: Pants! Annsie pants, no less ~_^ *huggles her back* You are helping by spreading the Annsieness once again :D John: Oooo, I'd love a can of mace >:) Or a very mutated sheep ... *feeds him some buns while she grins thinking about that* Shinnymabob: You tell him. Celia: I will and you do the same, ok? ^_^ Hevn: I shall carry my superior intelligence and Badness. He'll stand no chance against that! >:D Sarah: Love you too *hugs tight* You're pretty awesome too, remember that ~_^

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Thursday, December 2, 2004

I will miss our conversations

First off I want to apologise for shirking off returning Guestbook signatures and actually commenting back on comments. The latter one makes me feel really guilty =X You're all so wonderful and supportive, so it's sad to think I'm not giving back half as much as I get. Will remedy that somehow *nods* This next part is depressing, so don't highlight if you want to stay in a happy/carefree mood ^_^; July 4th 2001 - I was working as a papergirl and a guy tried to rape me as I was doing my round. It was shortly after 4 in the morning. Thanks to my dad and assistance from the police (it really should've been the other way around *rolls eyes*) the guy was caught and sentenced to prison time. It took a while to come around and when I finally did, some weird sickness came down on me. That crippled me for the better part of a year, whoopee. But eventually I got help and started to recover, fully. So it's kind of funny how, now that I was seriously ready to move forward, things happened that didn't allow for that. Well, not funny in that sense. More of a twisted irony since it's been a repetitive cycle these past years. (Horrible stuff - recover - horrible stuff - recover. Et infinitum.) The guy that tried to rape me was released after he'd completed his sentence, raped a woman shortly thereafter, got sentenced to jail again, got out this October and raped another woman a week or so ago. None of that was ever reported to me. Maybe it was nice that they let me live my life in ignorant bliss.... Bah, I should've been informed. Anyway, he's not in the custody of the police. Which means he's roaming my town and I'm confined to the house. For those who think I'm overreacting and should go out there and 'reclaim the street', ponder this: He failed to get what he wanted from me. The next two women he tried this with, he forcefully got his way with. It's only logical to think he's lost quite a bit of inihibition (not to mention sanity... if he had any of those two componants before all of this...) and so it isn't too farfetched to think that if he came upon me he'd get into his head to do it properly this time. I actually spoke to dad about this and thought he'd shrug it off, saying I was silly to go that far. But he agreed. That means a lot, seeing as it's my dad we're talking about. Mhm. That's the updated version for everyone. I've not wanted to go through this with anyone when they've spoken to me on AIM or throw it in peoples faces when they come around here, because I'm rather safe in the house. Even though I'm paranoid about pulling the blinds up in my room and am constantly looking out windows to make sure he's not out there. (This stems from dreams I've had about him lurking in the garden and appearing outside the house in general.) [EDIT] I went out to the post office and it wasn't a nice walk. Constantly looking over your shoulder and making sure there were people around where I walked made it more like a bad horror movie where you're yelling at the stupid girl not to go down into the dark basement. And it was extemely foggy outside. Did I mention this guy likes to stalk people? To see if they notice him? Yeah. Great stuff. /EDIT I showed Azure some of my wallpaper progress yesterday and according to him it doesn't look too bad ^__^ It's been a lot of fun and I've even learned how to put a shadow on stuff... and used that ability waaaay too much >>;;; Hehe, I might get many different ideas but the execution of it is pretty standard and repetitive ^_^; And also, I got "The Big Store" on DVD yesterday! It's my favourite Marx Brothers movie and I've waited a long time to see it again ;_; Should be interesting to see if it's as good as I remember it to be, lol. I love you all!

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Wednesday, December 1, 2004

Happy Lady Katana Day!

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Tuesday, November 30, 2004

I say, I say, I say

Getting out of the house is overrated and I'm gonna snuggle up in bed indefinitely. With short breaks to eat and muck with my wallpapers. Bathroom breaks could be kept to a minumum if I don't eat too much. Hm, maybe my diet should only consist of chocolate, buns and milk... I could always do a few situps if the fatness gets too much. (This is all written in a very non-serious way, in case anyone is worried I'll be a bed potatoe.) By the by, how many highlighted the page to see if there was a hidden message there? In closing I'd like to point out how incredibly boring the plain brown padded envelopes are. Why aren't they available in purple or pink? Or any kind of vibrant color? EDIT: Shoulder cramp is not fun ;_;

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Monday, November 29, 2004

Sleepy/cuddly/snuggly

Ablah, I feel so unmotivated. Which is probably good, since being motivated would mean a desire to do something and being slapped with the thought of having had my freedom withdrawn to do anything that revolves around going out the door. *annoyed groan* Though I do have a snuggly bed and snuggly things to snuggle up with. I still need a massive shower to fully appreciate the smell of fresh linnen and scented clothes _^_ Not to mention the honey/milk showergel makes me smell nicely *pose* I've been continously working with 3-4 wallpapers, switching between them to not get stuck. They're all Naruto themed and they all suck could look a lot worse :p Maybe I'll put them up somewhere when they look semi decent. Mmm, I shall nap and then undertake a pampering session. Thanks to everyone for being wonderful *hugs*

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Sunday, November 28, 2004

Home alone :o

Brum, brum. Those who do wallpapers, do you have any general tips? Aside from "It's a piece of cake for me so I don't really think about what needs to be done" >.> Hm, I still haven't eaten the chocolate I got dad to buy me 3 days ago. New record. Unless you count that I've had 8 buns in those 3 days >.>;;; Mooo. Shear and Pinch are two favourite tools in Adobe Photoshop now. Savage Garden/Darren Hayes and Depeche Mode are good for background music. I should eat now. Am hungry.

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For Shanny

Marvin, he was a friend of mine And he could sing a song His heart in every line Marvin sang of the joy and pain He opened up our minds And I still can hear him say Aw talk to me so you can see What's going on Say you will sing your songs Forevermore (evermore) Gonna be some sweet sounds Coming down on the Nightshift I bet you're singing proud Oh I bet you'll pull a crowd Gonna be a long night It's gonna be all right On the Nightshift Oh you found another home I know you're not alone On the Nightshift Jackie (Jackie), hey what'you doing now It seems like yesterday When we were working out Jackie (Jackie, oh) you set The world on fire You came and gifted us Your love it lifted us Higher and higher Keep it up and We'll be there At your side Oh say you will sing Your songs forevermore (evermore) Gonna be some sweet sounds Coming down on the Nightshift I bet you're singing proud Oh I bet you'll pull a crowd Gonna be a long night It's gonna be all right On the Nightshift Oh you found another home I know you're not alone On the Nightshift Gonna miss your sweet voice That soulful voice On the Nightshift We all remember you Ooh the songs are coming through At the end of a long day It's gonna be okay On the Nightshift You found another home I know you're not alone On the Nightshift Still so very sleepy. Been practicing making wallpapers. The results suck but you have to start somewhere, lol. I love you all *hugs*

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Saturday, November 27, 2004

Quizzes stolen from Charmi

You Are the Peacemaker

9 You are emotionally stable and willing to find common ground with others. Your friends and family often look to you to be the mediator when there is conflict. You are easy going and accepting. You take things as they come. Avoding conflict at all costs, you're content when things are calm.

What number are you?

I am heroic couplets; most precise And fond of order. Planned and structured. Nice. I know, of course, just what I want; I know, As well, what I will do to make it so. This doesn't mean that I attempt to shun Excitement, entertainment, pleasure, fun; But they must keep their place, like all the rest; They might be good, but ordered life is best. What Poetry Form Are You?

I am a Halo. I believe I am perfect. Others may not think so, but those others are wrong. What Sort of Hat Are You?

A pirate walks into a bar with a steering wheel in his pants. The bartender asks him "Why do you have a steering wheel in your pants?" The pirate answers "Arr. It drives me nuts"

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