Sunday, November 14, 2004

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Saturday, November 13, 2004

:o Wait for it

Yes. Something is coming. Today. And here it is! *edits*

Yesh, I do have fun times in my little image program. And yes I have so much fun, I spend most of the day creating something as simple as this >>;;;; Well, not all of the day. Early this morning I went with my mom to a nearby town (40 minutes by bus) to accompany her while she did some shopping. She’s got a ‘gig’* tomorrow and needed some things. It was pretty obvious she wanted me to come along and I knew I'd suffer either way (guilt trip if I didn't go or feeling even worse during/after tagging along) so when the clock read 8 am, I was out of bed. There was a big market at the town square (market=more people), something that didn't help me whatsoever. We went to a couple of stores, mom found what she needed and I got a few things I didn't need but decided I wanted anyway. Among those things were a pair of slippers that in my opinion look like a hybrid between a giraffe and a cow. Dead comfy they are. For the first time ever I also possess a little pocket mirror. It's about the size of my palm, meaning it's not mini small but … handbag small. I guess. Anyway, if the urge to check my reflection should arise when I am perusing the streets with no mirror available, I won't have to sneakily use the shopping windows anymore! After buying the plushy cows to various people, it felt like the right time to get an elk. As it turned out I got two. One because it was uber cuddly and the other because it'd make a good gift. Yeah, I'm always on the lookout for stuff to give away ^_^;;; The last thing I got was a piece of fabric, an off-cut. Mom asked me what I'd do with it and I said I didn't know. It looked good and should be really spiffy for something or the other, not to mention the price tag was pretty decent. There's also the little tidbit that it reminded me of HC and how he's styled his myO lately, hehe. No pictures of that one, yet, but it'll come. We took the 12.50 bus home and during the ride home a headache kicked in. So not only was I already worse for wear, but I got worse-r for wear. Like a pair of socks that smell and have holes in them. At least it made mom happy. Not that I suffered but that she found stuff she wanted and that I came along with her. Mmm, tired. Grumpy, whiny and blah-blah. I should write some PMs now. Maybe even a few that I didn't know I should write :o Anything can happen! Just look at myO… Enjoy the rest of the weekend, my darlings! * My mom is a skincare therapist. She's going to give a bride her bridal make-up and facial treatments and what not. PS: The colors are supposed to remind people of the papayaness of Sara. With a Mimmi twist, of course :p

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Literati (Name: Mikachuse)

I'm in Social Lounge 10 (or will be if you send me an IM asking me to show up, since it will kick me out after a while of just sitting there) so ... look me up. Or something. *makes SG a special cage and paddock, interrupting her work to give Hevn mimmisnugglies and give Panda rolls of film*

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Friday, November 12, 2004

Bunny. Give me bunny.

Moo, I feel like making a Friend test like everyone else but I can't think of any questions... So yeah, if you guys have any questions you'd think be fun to see the answer to *points to comment box* .... Yesh, am very bored.

Thanks everyone for being here for me, what with the whole sister deal. And I really hope for the best for your sister too, Delicious Sarah *hugs* Mmmmm, there was an uber sweet bunny on the telly earlier. And a sheep jumping over hurdles XD Once again wanting a bunny really badly, I looked for bunny pictures on the net and came across this: Yawning bunnies. It's exactely what it says and the jewel in that batch is the video at the bottom. Priceless. And there's the bunny I saw Charles post at OB, many moons ago: I just really want a bunny to snuggle....

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Thursday, November 11, 2004

Void

[EDIT:]Ooook, sorry for scaring you people earlier ^_^; But I really was angsting. Both about the appointment I had today at the social insurance office (to talk about how to get me back into the working world) and about my sister and the whole situation that she's created. Last night mom got another phonecall from grandma and from the sound of it things were not as crystal as we thought. I was in my room and as soon as I heard mom's voice quaver, I frantically started looking for the remote to my stereo because I couldn't take hearing the conversation. Thankfully I was also playing Literati with JJ and Bossyness, which helped distract me. A while later I checked on mom and ... yeah. She's basically accepted that her oldest daughter is mentally dead and is grieving the loss of her. I... *thinks* ... I don't know. The situation is so bizarre and alien... it's difficult to say how I feel. Except that I'm not happy. Mom's also worried that my younger sister will end up just like the oldest sister, which I'd normally just shrug off because I think she's brighter than that. But that's what we thought about the oldest sister, too. And they're so much alike, and the younger sister is in pretty much the exact same situation as the oldest one was when things started to happen. *groans* I really don't want to dig too much into this right now. It all gets so messy in my head, heh. Right. The appointment. It turned out fine, lol. I've been really lucky these past years and met some great people who've really wanted to help me (and have helped me), so today was no different. But I didn't know that beforehand >>; I'm going to meet up with this guy in two weeks, who will go through with me where I could apply as a trainee and slowly get into the habit of working. We'll stay in close contact once we've found a place (he'll even come to visit me wherever I end up) to make sure things are going alright, and then it'll roll from there. So they really are taking care of me, tee hee. It's not like they point me in a general direction and go "Sieze the day. Bye-bye" but they won't be holding my hand too much either. A good balance ^_^ I love you all!

ANGST!!!

Ok, not angsting so much anymore. But I love Gaara, so he's staying there >>


Will write more detailed about it later, after dinner.
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Wednesday, November 10, 2004

Heavenly buns!

Cardamom/n seeds ^_^

Eeeep, I'm so sorry Hevn Hunny. It looks like I modified an earlier version of the Square. No wonder it looked strange! Your lovely word was missing ;_; But it is fixed now and along with my sincerest apologies, please accept my yummy buns, filled with cinnamon and cardamom: Speaking of the Square - Sultry Sarah is up next! And boy did she move fast. The historically suave word is up, meaning our next contestant better get ready. Solo - you're up! And I'm really glad ya'll appreciated my buns as much as I did ~_^

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Tuesday, November 9, 2004

Have a Rawr day and behold the powers of my mighty buns!

Miss Torisuki aka Sexyness Thank you so much for giving me a word. I am very much aware of the shitty things that have happened to you (I do visit your myO enough to know) and therefore I haven't been pushing you about this [too much] because it's hardly something you need to focus on. But can you honestly say that you wouldn't have been seriously pissed off at me if I had just said "right, you're neck deep in shit right now so I'll skip you until you've got things sorted"? You're a great gal, and so I tried my best not to be annoying about this. But there are other people in this thing who are waiting for their turn and after leaving a couple of reminders here and one or two at your place and asking you on AIM, I decided to put that message up and if you didn't respond I would've sent you a PM about it. Now I will take your awesome word, get an awesome pink color and find and awesome spot for it. Why? Because you're awesome, that's why! *gives her a couple of home-made buns*

I made buns! Look at my buns! Don't they just look so incredibly happy and yummy? And they are happy and yummy - in my tummy >:D

Well, my mom finally tracked down my sister last night (she hadn't called grandma and people were getting concerned after grandma made it sound a lot worse than it actually was) and had a good talk with her. Contrary to what grandma has us thinking, she's not going to just run. Instead she's going to tie up loose ends (like her job) and then be on her way. But she is going. It'll just take a little longer than overnight. Thank you to everyone who played Literati with me and gave me so much encouragement. It really does the world of good to have you guys to lean on *huggles muchly* So fear not about me, because today I feel gorgeous and will bake something yummy! Not sure what yet, but the oven will be on fire by tonight >:D And I also need to fix up the thingy for Ben *makes mental note* Mwuahaha, days where you feel like the prettiest girl in the world are awesome. Walking down the street in blazing sunlight, a chill in the air, did me good ^_^

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Monday, November 8, 2004

I just called to say I love you

2 or 3 years ago, my oldest sister got married. Turns out the guy in question was a nutcase and has done nothing but break her down since then. We've gone up there plenty of times, begging her to come back home with us and rebuild the strength she once had. Everytime we went home without her because she wanted to try and make it work. She used to be unbreakable. When mom and dad came back from their last visit, mom was so angry/furious over the whole situation. For a while I seriously thought she'd flip and it made me so uneasy. I couldn't help her. The thought of just sitting there and watch her fall into insanity... and also to know that my sister was nothing but a shell of her former self, probably even closer to a breaking point.... I don't want to lose anyone in my family, least of all two at the same time. My grandma (mom to mom) called one day and spoke to mom. After hearing how things were, both with mom and my sister, she decided to take action. Short story cut shorter, grandma offered my sister to come and stay with her. To rebuild herself. My sister is supposed to call grandma today and let her know how things will go down. All I can do is sit here and be afraid to believe she'll actually free herself from that psycho bastard. All I can do is sit here and wait for the phone to ring. And it feels like watching my bunny die, all over again.

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