Monday, February 2, 2004

I am oh-so-very tired....
I think my body is going through some sort of depression.
And I'd like to stress that it's my body that's depressed - not me.
That might sound strange, so let's see if I can say it more clearly *thinks*

I'm tired and sleepy, it feels like I could stay in bed all day long.
But I'm not having dark and harmfull thoughts, not at all
I'm actually trying to think and do things that will fend off this drowsyness.

So don't think that I'm in mental pain or anything, because I'm not.
*smiles and laughs softly*
I just seem to be needing a silly amount of downtime at the moment.

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Hehe, I'm almost tempted to get into the RPG thing when I got your wonderful reactions to it =^_^=
And considering how I started 2 threads at OB, despite the fact that it scared the living daylight out of me - I could probably manage to pull this one off also.

But.... I'm not saying I will ^_^;
I'm just saying it seems like a fun thing to do and if any of you guys wants to take it upon themselves to develop the idea further and start it up (before I get 'round to it), I have only this to say:

Your move =P (hahahaha)

Take Care Everyone !

Remember that Objects and People are only as much fun as you make of them ^_^

- Mimmi

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Sunday, February 1, 2004

Box likes to dream ^__^
I've been napping all day – it's now almost 9 pm and I'm wide awake after washing my hair -_-

Heh, my oldest sister talked to mom on the phone today. Apparently she dreamt that we had had a really nice conversation and when she woke up she was very angry, since it was only a dream.

I'm trying to keep my hopes low that it'll happen for real when she comes to visit next week.
No way am I letting things repeat themselves.

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I've been thinking back on the movie and I just realized how much Pippin (Billy Boyd) shone in this last movie.

In the first one he wasn't much more than comic relief. Then in the second, he sort of gave a glimpse of his potential.
But in the last one – boy, did he give it all he had ! ^__^

And Sam ! Oh Sam !
I'll be saying that for weeks on end ^_^;

Sam (Sean Astin) has been strong in all the movies, but he just grows more loveable and admirable for each time I think about him.
And there's no denying that he and Frodo (Elijah Wood) has some great scenes together.

I know there are people who've not yet seen the movie, so I'm not going into details or anything.
And I did have some issues with a few things, but those might go away when I see it next time.
There should always be a level of objectiveness, I feel, when watching movies. Otherwise you don't come away with as much as you could have.


And I forgot to write down that I saw this boy at the cinema that reminded me of Mitch.
I don’t know why – they didn't look that much alike, there was just something about him that made me instantly think of Mitch *shrugs and smiles*

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I'm not an RPG'er, but I had this weird idea for one. But since I'm not an RPG'er, it might come off really weird =^_^=
Ok, here goes:

Basically there would be two people playing chess, but not in the conventional way.

The two players would command over the chess pieces who, when given a move, would act out a scene.

When one of the players makes a move towards the opponents piece (let's say a horse against a pawn... or whatever they're called ^_^;), those two pieces would do battle or some other form of action would take place.

Like I said, it would be an unconventional RPG (at least to me it would =P )

Similar to a spar, but lots of people involved.

Heh, when I read what I just wrote.... I realised that it sounds really weird *LOL*
But I don't care, the idea sprung when I spoke to my sister the other day on the bus and I just wanted to write it down. ^__^

So if anyone wants to have fun with it, go ahead =P

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Take Care Everyone !

Remember that Objects and People are only as much fun as you make of them ^_^

- Mimmi

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Saturday, January 31, 2004

Edited

[Warning: excessive Happiness]

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT !

[/Excessive Happiness]

Ok, now thats out of my system ^__^

I feel a little bad when I am this happy…

But it's all good – since we know how much Badness Rocks ! ~_^

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First off I wanna say that I'm sorry I didn't get the chance to talk to Queen Asuka more yesterday, but I had to get an early night.
Some other time maybe ^_^

And loads of huggles to all you crazy people that I did get to talk to more ~_^

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EDIT: In response to Sara's reaction to the picture of Box....

Box was framed !

Someone else painted that picture with the incriminating things and then put poor, innocent Box in it :\

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So yeah, I was forced (*cough*) to go to bed early last night, because I had to get up at 07.00 am today.

Why ? you ask.

Well, the cinema where they're showing "Return of the King" is an 1½ hours bus ride from where I live. It started at 12.50, you have to get the tickets 1 hour before it starts and the later bus cut things a bit fine – so we jumped on the early train (hahaha..).

So we got up early, took the train... oh yeah, we took the train to the cinema and the bus from the cinema ^_^;
… I am confusing myself already >__>;

But yes, we got there and back again (*grins*) by public transport.

All the time it was snowing/raining and the streets were incredibly slushy >__<
Not to mention cold. Or at least, cold enough to not be warm ~_^

I obviously need to see it a couple of times (I had to with the other two as well) since I tend to just let a movie wash over me the first screening.
And boy did it wash me over….

I wept – wept some more – and of course wept further ^__^;

The only thing that I can say clearly, and that resonated in me, was that a journey can be painful and you look forward to when it's over.
Sometimes you can't see the end and at times you are so immersed in the hardships that you forget it completely.

And so when you stand there, time has come to let go – and you... can't, don't want to.
Because you have been in this awful situation for so long and it's what you're used to – it's become your reality, it's safe... in a very twisted and dark way.

In that moment, of thinking about what you've been through and what lies ahead, before you make up your mind – can be more painful than the journey behind/ahead of you.


But once you have let go... when you open yourself up…. gah, I can't construct a coherent sentence about this, it's so deep and entwined in me *eyes glaze over*

So yeah, you get the picture – it struck something inside of me, but I need to see it plenty more to be able to say anything sensible about it =P


Take Care Everyone !

Remember that Objects and People are only as much fun as you make of them ^_^

- Mimmi

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