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Thursday, January 1, 2004
Whoa, it's a New Year !
Though it still feels like December, so I'm gonna keep deluding myself that it is ;p
Thanks to all the people in the crazy OB-chats, you made up for a lot of dullness. This was probably--- scratch that, it was the best ending of a Year, in many ways ^_^
The room certainly was vibrating with laughter and love ~_^
So… how was my year, in retrospective ?
It was a year like any other – stuff happened, other stuff didn't. Same 'ol ^_^
Let's leave it at that and move on, shall we : )
I finished reading "Tale of Time City" (Dianna Wynne Jones) yesterday… It was due back Monday*cough* *lol*
I don't know if it's because I haven't read anything for 6 months, but I actually had to drag myself through the first couple of chapters *cough*
The grammar, punctuations and sentence structure was… appalling. That might sound like a pretty big word, but it just made me cringe reading the beginning.
I was forced to read some sentences more than twice, which frustrates me to no end (particularly since my eyes tend to skip rows of lines anyway and makes me read over, in order to understand anything).
Sometimes things were left out and sort of mentioned in passing, as if you were supposed to know it anyway.
It didn't feel detailed enough, but I haven't read many books lately so I could be expecting too much *shrugs*
But the feeling I got was the same in the original, as when I read it in Swedish.
Now, of course, I have to read it in Swedish again… just to compare ^_^
"Tale of Time City" is the only book that both I and my sisters have read and re-read. When I was younger, I'd try to read it once a year.
That's how much I liked it *lol*
Anyway, here come the Skirt ~^__^~
I haven't worn one for quite some time, cause they'd never fit me and only make me grumpy. But yesterday I tried one out and it fit rather nicely ^_^
Yep, she's in a skirt :p
And here's a "full frontal" ~_^
Broody pictures rock ;p
Though my black hair does not ~_^
*makes appointment with hair dressers*
Well, I need to go see "Return of the King" and many other movies. (yes, I still haven't seen it *pouts*)
As well as spend some time with my family *lol*
So take care of yourselves, have fun ! And I promise to comment more at your O's, right after I kick my sister out of the computer/guest room ~_^
- Mimmi
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Tuesday, December 30, 2003
"I recall Central Park in fall.
How you tore your dress, what a mess, I confess.... it all."
A few people have dropped comments that suggest I have skill with html...
Are you guys trying to tell me something, or am I not listening ? ~_^
My muscles are sooooo sore today, from building the snowfort yesterday. So if anyone wants to give me a massage ^_^
Dad helped me out a fair bit and he actually seemed to enjoy it. Not once did he throw a fit, or get annoyed with my ditzy little self ^_^
It's not like we bonded and had a hilarious time.
There was more of a "you're here, I'm here and here we are" kind of feeling *lol*
Before you gape at the pictures and envy me too much *cough* I would like to point out that "size does not matter". Regardless of what people say ~_^
Yeah, I decided to pull out two buckets of paint and color my creation. White is sometimes an understatement......
And if anyone buys that, I will eat my halo ~_^
Behold, my fort !
I swear it looks more impressive when you're actually standing in front of it *cough*
I persuaded Dad to buy some... marshmallows, or whatever they're called.
He came back with 2.... *pout*
My younger sister will be home any minute now and put a serious dent in my internet addiction ~_~
The internet is only hooked up to the computer in the spare guestroom *sobs*
I tried to arrange for my own comp to get in on the internet action, but it'll have to wait until at least Friday *sigh*
And Dagger; I hereby make you my 1st Assistant in the Cookie Mistress wonderful Staff.
Make me proud ;p
I love Ye All !
- Mimmi
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Monday, December 29, 2003
I am teh Cookie Mistress
Ladies and Gentlemen.
I am barely awake, but the feverish inspiration refused to let me sleep. (the snow plough didn't help either *cough*)
So I shall post my little something, then figure out how to format it into the Introduction.
I hope I haven't built up too much anticipation.... yes, right ~_^
And as always I fiddle around with the color, seeing as I can't .... O_o ... Now that's an idea.... *writes is down for further thought*
.............Carry on !.............
"Reflections on my image of myself...."
I am a wave ...
upon quiet summer mornings, I stroke the sandy shores affectionately
as the winds grow harsh, I am carried to crash into the rugged cliffs
Fear not for this moving water ...
this powerful creature is harmless, desires only to smoothing the edges
simply let it wallow, give it time to fall back to its harboring chambers
I will be fine ...
for I have been born to a lioness, unchallenged in force and perseverance
countless battles made me strong, hones the footprints I intend to honor
Fear not for this unruly cub ...
these battle scars are worn with pride, marking the splendor of her survival
simply let her roam, give her time to grow into the vast space of land uncharted
All I had in the beginning was "I am a wave" but it called out so frantically to me.... what was I to do, but respond ? ^_^
It is still snowing and I am willing to share any snow that isn't needed for my snowfort ^__^
Yesss, I am seriously considering, when things calm down, to build a little fort-like thing *bounce bounce*
But first I need sleep.
I love you's all !
- Mimmi
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Sunday, December 28, 2003
[insert image of Albert Einstein... or the image of a professor-esque type of person, who has wild hair and eyes sparkling with the knowledge that their brain is working at something magically, bursting to come out and embrace the world and smitting it with gloriousness]
I have a cold.... or something similar to it.
So, take no note of me for the moment.
I have a little poem I'm working on that will probably end up as my Introduction, dealing with... myself *lol*
I'll say no more than that for the time being.
~_^
It is snowing buckets outside.
Or someone has a serious case of dandruff ;p
- Mimmi
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Reading PT and Mitch's posts feels like listening to my parents argue.
My parents both speak the same language, but somehow manage to not understand a word of what the other is saying.
They don't really speak to eachother when they're arguing, rather at eachother.
And there I'll be, in between.
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When I was really young, I would run and hide whenever the bickering started. The intensity in their voices lead me to believe that someone would get hurt.
To this day, I loathe people raising their voices when it is uncalled for.
I'm not sure if I was born with the atmospherical awareness I have today, or if it emerged from those early years of absorbing the world around me.
Either way, I am excruciatingly aware of changes in the atmosphere.
My radar, so to speak, will pick up everything and process it. Sometimes I don't even know I'm doing it.
It enables me to avoid, or take charge of things before they get out of control.
But it is also very draining, to constantly be on guard around people. At least, "irl". *sighs*
It can be really interesting at times, to sit with the two of them (my parents) and translate what the other is saying. Rarely do they listen to what is said, but how it is said.
There's a constant reading between the lines, when in most cases there's nothing to discover.
But because they look for it, they'll assume they've found something.
I'm sure my family would make an excellent case study in communication.
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I try to stay out of the "battle" between Mitch and PT, since it's really none of my business.
And yet I feel as though I am betraying both of them.
I don't want to be a tool between them. They are both dear to me, in some way or another.
It's not easy avoiding the mines in a field which is unknown territory, so I fear that I will slip and fall.
And the tension is doing me no good, nor is it nourishing my relation to these two people, whom I am looking forward to befriend further.
**********
So yeah.
I'm open for business, just don't break anything that can't be refunded…
Or something…
- Mimmi
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Saturday, December 27, 2003
I've nothing much to say, really.
So there'll be a "banner" thingy and 2 poems I wrote today.... they probably need revising, but I care not.
The first 2 verses are from a poem I wrote not too long ago.
But that poem was too long to fit in there, so I took those lines and added the latter 2 on the top of my hat.
Though I have no hat and I'm not sure I've got the expression rigt either *groans*
These violent shakes gasping for unattainable passion, gags me up inside
Trembling I crave those cursed honeysuckled words, dripping of enticement
All I care for is to be killed slowly in your flames, clawing my very being
Distance makes for longing, longing the distance - distance closer to longing
Walls crumble to ruins drowned in the absence of requited desire, choking dreams on lifesupport
Tears accompany the wounded flesh still glowing in pain, comfort beyond mend
Corners lit with darkness mourn the loss of heeded lust, dying here with me
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You are pretty – I am not
You are witty – I be not
So I relish in your delight
As I my luck doth spite
To be graced with company so harmful
In crowds full of people – I am lone
In crowds of friendly faces – I feel lone
So I give thanks to the invite
My fortune I continue to spite
To be surrounded by lovingness so hurtful
Hrm, like I said... they need revising. But anyway.
I do love you all
Take care
- Mimmi
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Friday, December 26, 2003
*throws snowballs at the unsuspecting people entering*
Hehe.... yeah. *cough* Bet you didn't see that one coming ~_^
I was bored out of my mind earlier today and so I got on AIM, looking for victi--- people, to have a snowball fight with.
I did a practice run with James, but realized that I needed some work on my aiming *lol* So he got off easy.
( Note that, James m'dear ~_^ )
Then I saw that Shin was online.... hmmmmmmm ^_^
So I stacked up on snowballs, snuck up on him, threw a couple in his direction and ran like crazy >__>
And I tell you, it worked like a charm :p
Though I'm probably not the best online snowball fighter there is, I still had a blast *waves to Shin*
Other than that moment of goffy crazyness, I've been feeling rather serious lately.
My sister, the one who lives on an island in the Carribean, is coming home.
Now... I've been ranting about not having nearly as much contact with my sister as I used to, so naturally you'd think that I'd be over the moon-happy that she's "returning".
But somehow... I'm not.
It could be the circumstances in which this is all happening, or maybe I'm just... tired.
Who knows.
But I'll be sure to take good care of her when she comes home. Hopefully we can re-connect and establish some sort of common ground. *shrugs*
Anywhoooooo ^_^
I've been shuffling about in Photostudio and done some half-lame stuff.
Now that I look at it, I see that some things still need tweaking.
So I'll just put up the ones I'm currently ok with ~_^
This is one of many pictures I borrowed *cough* from a superb astronomy site. I'll post that link someday.
This is the same picture I used in an earlier post, but with R.E.M's "Everybody Hurts" lyrics on it.
And no post would feel complete these days, without the sheep banner *sighs*
Unto you all:
- Mimmi
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Thursday, December 25, 2003
"I hope that you are happy and doing well."
That's my standard message for everyone, because I'm too lazy to jump around and post it in your comment-boxes *sheepish grin*
Maybe when the year's over and I've had some sleep, avoided the flu and made myself a "sheep" t-shirt.... then I'll overflood your comment-boxes with my undying respect/love/craziness/devotion....
Bet you can't wait to have me over, ey ? ~_^
I have now seen "Princess Mononoke" and .... when I've gathered my thoughts, I shall write what I thought about it ^_^
It was so different from what I've experienced so far, in regards to anime/manga etc.
Of course I missed the first 5 minutes of it (sooo typically me)…So it wasn't until about halfway into the movie that I realized that I had to clear my head of all previous "knowledge", in order to fully understand and enjoy it.
Which first led me to question why people get so hyped about the movie. What was I missing, since everyone has excessively painted it to be a masterpiece ?
It was very subdued, quiet and serene. The complete opposite to... let's say, Sailor Moon ?
There was no built up racing of the heart, no overflowing emotions. Everyone was very… rational ~_^ Matter of factual, really.
Even San and the wolves, who were the fieriest characters in the movie (aside from maybe the boars, who weren't very rational… Anyway…)
Usually there's all this highly-strung emotional shebang and over-the-top prettiness (vivid colors, over elaborate characterization drawings).
And when I think about it, it rarely goes further than skin deep…
This is (of course) my perception/experience, being the "oh pretty"-shallow person that I am *lol*
After I had adjusted my "signal receiver", the movie made more sense to me. Or at least, I could appreciate the way it was executed in.
The pace was very flowy, relaxing (even when battle was at full-go, I never found myself gasping for air). Once I got over the (lack of *cough*) reactions, I saw the emotions that lay hidden behind what the eye could perceive. What felt annoyingly sensible, became simplistically authentic. There was a sort of soothing air/aura about the events taking place.
The animation was a new kind of pretty. It felt real and consistent with the storyline.
I probably need to watch the movie a couple of times, because there are issues that I have with certain things.
Maybe further viewings will help me understand it better…
And I see that I now have, sort of, reviewed it *lol*
Oh well ^_^
Someguy: *belated reaction* if you read this, I vote for no facial hair. You did look very Orlando Bloom-ish, though *nods*
Charmi, Arcadia, Dagger: If you could get the ball rolling [insert laughter here] I'm sure we could create havoc ^_^
Lea: Prevail, my dear, and you will also be strong. Until then, I lend you my support *huggles*
Baron: Your thoughts of caring-ness are welcomed, but I will still kick your *** if we meet in a snowball fight ~_^ *lol*
Kawaiianime: Lots of Ham-Ham to you ! : )
Mitch: How 'bout I come over and redecorate your walls ? or something… ^_^
Desbreko: I will get a clock that only has hours on it ~_^
Millenium: your MyO crack me up, I will make the effort to tell you so in your comment-boxes *nods*
Pex, PT, Solo, James: [insert innuendo's here]... or appreciative words of thanks. Whichever you prefer ^_^ *is slowly running out of "meaningful" things to say*
Juuthena, Sara, BabyGirl, Queen Asuka: Keep up the coolness, ladies *bows*
Shroom, Shinmaru and Syk3:……… I do not know you. No, I don't *shakes her halo-adorned innocent little head*
Everyone Else, that for some reason come by here: Feel the Love !!
- Mimmi
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Tuesday, December 23, 2003
Sweetnesses and Gorgeousnesses....
Thankyou for all the kind and encouraging words, Everybody !!!
I shall try to spead the Love as much as you all have
*tackles task*
Now if someone would just start a snowball fight at OB (which on second thought probably isn't allowed....) *MAJOR POUT*
Anywhooo ^_^
Here's a little something I found on my computer yesterday. The picture comes from a website I visited years ago, I just added the "Hold me"- text at the bottom ^_^
LOVE YA'S ALL !!!
- Mimmi
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Monday, December 22, 2003
I can wear a pair of jeans that I haven't worn for 2 YEARS !!!!
Last time I wore them, they pretty much clinged onto me.
Now they're the perfect fit ^_^
All the weight that jumped me earlier this year is GONE !!!
It's been a weird day *nods*
First I was up early this morning, *coughchattingcough* then I slept a couple of hours.
When I woke up I had the most refreshing shower, smelling very strawberry-esque afterwards. Smoothness ^_^
The sun was shining, glittering in the newly fallen snow.
I figured I'd take a walk, cause I needed to check how my new shoes reacted to the iffy surface.
SO… I took out my newest pair of jeans (which are now 2 sizes too big) and felt very thin *lol*
BUT… in the corner of my eye, I could see those old pair of jeans… ~_^
I haven't worn them in 2 or so years, but I've kept them as a reminder of where I could be…
And today I am here !!!
- Mimmi
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