Wednesday, December 3, 2003

It's almost scary how moods can flip in a matter of hours… though I am still sick *weak cough* ; )
But I got to speak to Charma for a while( I hope that stupid infection goes away sooooon !)

And later on I got to speak to both Mitch + my older sister at the same time. O_o
I swear I thought my mind would melt *lol*

My sister is doing better after 3 turns of antibiotics and might be moving to another island within the next couple of months. St. Maarten, an island closer to Cuba and all those places. So I'll either get to visit both islands, or just the one....When I'm better ~_~

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I just got off the phone. Managed to talk with the doctor and he asked if I wanted to do some tests, which is a good idea. To see where I stand in regards to the last results.
I hate needles, but the nurses are really good at drawing blood *rolls eyes* so there should be no problem…

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That ufo-building is preventing my sleep *growls*

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Movies I need to add to my “collection”:

• Breakfast club
  *hums* Don't you forget about me ....*continues humming*
  
• Edward Scissorhands + Gilbert Grape
  Johnny Depp is brilliant. End of story
  
• Empire Records
  A feel-good-movie.
  
• Singin' in the rain
  Classic musical. Gene Kelly rules !
  
• Death to Smoochie
  This one is sooo hilarious. As is the title ^_~
  

And some other movies… if I'm really bored one day, I'll put up my DVD-collection so far. It's not impressive, nor is it classic, but they're all mine and I enjoy them. *nods*

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Love, Love, Love.... all you need is Love
( and water and food and shelter....... )

- Mimmi


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Tuesday, December 2, 2003

Bleh.
The infection is making me irritated and annoyed. Not the best premises to write in. I'm also grumpy about the fact that I have no social life and the lack of response from my sisters. Boy have they turned out to be a total waste of time ~_~
*cough* This perception will of course change the minute I get well *cough*

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Just remembered the dream I had last night…
I was waiting outside my house when the boys in "Beyblade" came to pick me up. Apparently I was to join their team, or be their cheerleader. Don't think I was given a reason for their arrival and up-picking of me *shrug*

Anyway, almost immediately I started to hit on Rei O_o
(Sitting next to him, making eye-contact etc etc.)
Don't think I made a very good job at coming on to him, cause he looked at me with confusion. So after a while I gave up.
Then towards the end of the dream HE came on to me *groans*

Of course I woke up just when things started to pick up speed. It was a fun dream though…
…He had very nice hands. Soft and gentle…

Don't look at me like that Charma ~_^
Sure the guy is about as real as I am attractive, not to mention the fact that he's only supposed to be 14 or something…… We'll drop this thing right here, shall we ? ^_^ *drops subject*

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I was pretty bored the other day (or was it the day before that?), so I played around with two pictures. I am now ready to give up any obsessions I have had. *innocent whistle*
Reality sat me down and we had a long talk.
I am now cured *twitch* *_-


Notice the endearing eyes *lol*

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Go out and hug someone. It's amazing what kind of reactions you'll get ~_^

- Mimmi



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I have a cold. I suspect that I've contracted it on the internet ~_~

Feeling a bit neglected, hence the lyrics from Soul Asylum "Somebody to shove"
Live/acoustic version, mind you.


Grandfather watches the grandfather clock
And the phone hasn't rang for so long
And the time flies by like a vulture in the sky
Suddenly he breaks into song

I'm waiting by the phone
Waiting for you to call me up and tell me I'm not alone
I'm waiting by the phone
Waiting for you to call me up and tell me I'm not alone

Hello, speak up, is there somebody there?
These hang-ups are getting me down
In a world frozen over with over-exposure
Let's talk it over, let's go out and paint the town

I'm waiting by the phone
Waiting for you to call me up and tell me I'm not alone

Cause I want somebody to shove
I need somebody to shove
I want somebody to shove me

You're a dream for insomniacs, prize in the Cracker Jacks
All the difference in the world is just a call away

And I'm waiting by the phone
Waiting for you to call me up and tell me I'm not alone
Yes I'm waiting by the phone
I'm waiting for you to call me up and tell me I'm not alone

Cause I want somebody to shove
I need somebody to shove
I want somebody to shove me
Yes I want somebody to shove
I need somebody to shove
I want somebody to shove me

- Mimmi

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Monday, December 1, 2003

Sorry for bolting so suddenly yesterday, Charma. I was having dizzy spells and my heart was beating funny. Stupid cold :(

I also remembered what I forgot. Have to call the doctor and prolong the sick-leave, again... Bleh.

Ok, Charma helped me edit my "Winter story" and I shall now post it. If you see anything that should be fixed (spelling, grammar etc), don't hesitate to let me know : )

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"The Tales of Winter"

I was 13 years old when I started my career as a papergirl. My older sister and I were to share a district, since neither of us was really strong (*cough*or old*cough*) enough to handle one by ourselves. And with the promise from my dad that it would take no more than half an hour, we decided to go for it.

On the very first day my hometown was hit by a snowstorm, possibly the worst for a few centuries. So I can't say things got off to a great start. ~_^
What was meant to be a nice introduction to what is considered decent labor, turned into my baptism of fire.

The snow went up to my knees; the wind felt like butcher knives against my skin. The heavy load of papers and the sheer volume of compact snow made for an interesting tug of war between me and my bike. In the end, we decided to postpone the slaughter of each other and join forces against the pesky weather.

It took me more than 2 hours to finish my half-round that morning. Mom had been up since we left the house, so when I tumbled through the door there was a cup of hot chocolate waiting for me.
I’m telling you, if it hadn't been for that warm liquid in my body, dad would've been in serious trouble. ~_^
My sister had it worse off though, she's visually impaired and it took her even longer. We were ready to call the police and send out a search party, when she finally turned up.


You'd think that this sort of initiation would scare me off the line of work completely, but it didn't. I stuck with it and learned a lot.
It was "character building", as Calvin’s dad would say.
Now of course I have this romanticized image going on, since I don't work as a papergirl anymore.
Those were the days *sigh*

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One Friday morning in February, 1998.

On streets that were a concoction of snow, ice, and slush, I made my way forward. Getting to the place where I was supposed to collect my papers was a breeze. No worries so far.

After loading my bike with papers hot off the press my journey continued pretty smoothly, considering the conditions I had to work in. I gained more and more confidence for each mailbox that I passed.
BIG mistake.
As I slowed down the pace to unload another paper, everything went horribly wrong.

Like the Titanic met her superior in that iceberg, I had met mine in a tiny pool of ice.

My bike started to slide under me and the ground pulled me down in slow motion, into a painful embrace. I landed with a heavy thud, all the papers fell out and sprawled across the street.
At first I could do nothing but lie there. I was in chock, dazed and generally confused.

After a while of just lying there I realized that I had to get up. People were awaiting their papers and they can get nasty when you're not in time. So I had no choice but to compose myself and pick up the scattered papers.
Easier said than done with the ice pool under me. The bike kept slipping around along with my feet.

Eventually I got everything together and boldly went to new mailboxes. After two hours of labor I was finally done for the morning. By that time I felt no more than a slight ache in my right knee, which had received the biggest blow in the fall.


That was that, really. I still had another week to go and my sense of duty denied me to cower away from responsibility. I figured that I had learnt my lesson and the following days I studied every spot of ice I could see. Where they were, span of surface and so on.
Because I took things slowly and gently, nothing happened and confidence emerged once again.

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A week later, disaster struck again.

I had gotten halfway through my district and was about to make a left turn. After days of closely studying the ground for menacing ice spots, I thought I was safe. Thoughts and reality rarely coincide with each other.
Note that.
To make matters worse, I had gained quite a speed when I took the turn. This contributed to the painful outcome.

I gracefully flew (and momentarily hovered) ^_~ across the street before crashing onto the icy asphalt. I hit the ground forcefully and this time my left knee took the blow. This time the pain was instantaneous and fierce, to the point where I had to bite my tongue not to scream obscenities to the depopulated streets.

After briefly contemplating a vicious attack on the malicious bike, I gave up and accepted defeat. The papers that were left to be carried out was done so with tears and self pitied sobbing. I managed to drag myself home and felt overwhelmingly proud of myself for totaling both knees within 2 weeks. ~_~


Despite my crippled state, I continued to work as a papergirl during the spring and summer. When fall was ready to take over, my knees had mended as close to perfection as they could.
And still the year was not over… another accident was waiting to happen and before 1998 had drawn its final breath, I would be awarded another scar.

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A Sunday morning in December, 1998. Shortly after 4.00 am.

A little over six months had passed since my latest escapades in the land of Accidental. Things were peachy. I got up that morning, put on my clothes and braved the night.

Looking back, I should have known what was coming.

Those blogs of ice on the driveway did not bode well and they pretty much screamed at me with their blinding reflection, "Get back inside!"

Alas, I did not comply.

Why? Well, the streets looked clear from icy slushy pools, so I figured it'd be ok. What I didn't know was that it had rained during the night and the water had frozen, covering the streets with the thinnest layer of a skate worthy ice-blanket.
But since I had perceived nothing unusual making my way down the path of doom, I trampled on…

I was about to make a left turn when once again, adversity reeled me in. It wasn't until I was halfway to the ground that I grasped what was happening.
Suddenly the asphalt was closing in fast and I swear I could see the flash of a grinning face on the surface…

Luckily I had enough presence of mind to retract my arms to cover my ribs and brace my body for impact.

I hit the ground and bounced (observe bounced) and slid about the ice covered piece of loathsome asphalt, before landing completely and coming to a standstill.
As I lay there I came to the decision that I would not move, simply freeze in that moment of ignorant bliss before you realize what has happened and the implications that goes with it. It was so peaceful to embrace the nothingness and to feel every fibre in my body letting go. The chock had stunned me into a hazy state of sweet yielding.

Unfortunately I was not able to enjoy my newly found position. A young couple out walking had seen my tumble and fall. They rushed over to me and worriedly asked if I was ok, which I really didn't care to think about.


- "Mmm, yeah I'm fine," I whispered through gritted teeth.

Thankfully they were content with my reply and helped me to my feet. In addition they were kind enough to help me collect the papers that had scattered on impact, before making their way homeward.

Conscientious (and moronic) as I am, I thought I could just pick up where I dropped myself and get on with things.
But upon loading the papers onto the bike I quickly realized that it would be suicide to continue. The pain was unbearable, the tiniest movement made my lungs cramp up and choke me. It felt like I was poking myself with a knife. Trying to focus on the job at hand was unthinkable.

So I threw in the towel and with great effort dragged myself home. Woke up dad, briefed him about the situation and put myself to bed.
Later that day he told me that he nearly tipped over several times himself as he biked around town.


Sunday passed and my body was pretty ok, but when Monday came…

Because I had tightened every single muscle in my neck to keep my head from hitting the street, I was rewarded with a gruesome wryneck.
I had dislocated two vertebras, which made breathing close to impossible.
My entire body was aching, all the time.
All I could do was moan and keep completely still, unless I wanted a tidal wave of stabbing pain surging through me...

I was lucky in the sense that I retracted no head injuries, but given the pain I was in, it really didn't matter at that point if I had or hadn't.

After a couple of weeks I pretty much recovered physically from the ordeal and I eventually got round to fixing the dislocated vertebras… the day before I went back to work


- FIN

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Since the last accident I've been refusing to bike when there’s snow or slush on the streets. I guess you could say that I never forgave the horse that kicked me off.
And even though I occasionally get on it, I don’t trust it further than I can throw it.


- Mimmi


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