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• Digging ½ a Trench. Having SomeGuy over.
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• the mid 80's
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• Naruto, RahXephon, Haibane Renmei, PMK, Ouran HSHC, Death Note, Bleach, Yakitate Japan
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• Less angsting - more energy!
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• Tinkering
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• Being incredibly silly
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Saturday, October 18, 2003
continuation
Ok, so yesterday I became a member of the Otaku world. For what reason?
Because I have talent in drawing – no. Because I know loads about anime – no. Because I have friends here or looking for new ones – not really. Then is it because I want to share my world of thought with people – in a way, yes. But not really, cause I doubt that I’ll be very successful in updating very often, or have anything important to say for that matter. To make it easier on myself (and for those who should stumble across this place) I’ll simply call it an exercise in communication. A department I’ve not excelled in lately.
So where to start ? I could go on from here, or go back and continue forward. Neither is easy, but is has to be one or the other. Or I could stay in some vacuum in between, where I said everything and nothing at the same time. Thereby staying true to my “mission” and not put unnecessary pressure on myself. Ah yes, pressure. Compressing me and the life I know now. Confused, I am :P At the same time as I am reaching out, I become more and more introverted. Closing around myself as a shell. Not healthy, I know. But vital to sustain some form of sanity, although alone.
Like I said, or tried to say, in the beginning of this blog (I really like that word) I’m not really looking for friends. Mainly cause I can’t give guarantees on commitment. Which makes my signing up here contradictory, since it is a place for bonds to be made. I guess I see this as a space to take a deep breath and let out all the old air that lingers. Also somewhere to be inspired, reading blogs that evoke thoughts and ideas. And be reminded of how I once was, how I belonged and felt connected. I’d really like to get back to that place, and maybe this is how I can go about it.
In future posts, I’ll try to be less vague. It’s an attempt in sounding mature, intelligent and interesting. I don’t know if that’s what I am, we’ll see as I go along. We are all kaleidoscopes, in every eye we are different and unique.
- Mimmi
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