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Tuesday, October 28, 2003


bleurgh
today did not start on a good note.
like yesterday it's dull, draery and I managed to smash a pot the first thing I did. Go me *sigh* now I'm waiting for the phonecall from the doctor and see if he'll grant me another month of sick leave. I've been forced to go over this procedure for more than 2 years and it is slowly but surely draining what strenght I still have in me. I just wish that I could be left alone and get on with the healing and getting better part in peace. if it keeps up like this I'm only gonna get worse, and I've had that happen severeal times this last year alone. I'm just sick of it.
I've been going through things I've written over the past couple of years and I always come to some conclusions.
*I am getting better at writing and
*I will never be content with the quality of my writing.
I'm impossible. I really want to discuss things on the forum, but my inadequacy to formulate and engage is making it come out all... wrong. so the solution would be not to post.

"Books and movies are like apples and oranges:
they're both delicious, but they don't taste the same."

- Stephen King; on the subject of "Stand by me"
I need to go out and get some air, maybe buy the Lion King and wallow in self-pity. yes, good plan.


The endless beat of forever stopped
As soon as I let go
Anxious voices that cried out for me
Was soon heard no more
The stars that choked on laughter
Forever on will glow
I will be forgotten one day
That much is for sure


- Mimmi

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