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Saturday, November 24, 2007

Why can't I have more consistant happiness?

I had almost two really good days in a row until dinner time today when I said something along the lines of how interesting it would be to film mom and dad's communication which mom misinterpreted to be an accusation towards her because of how things are between my parents due to their many years of marriage and I don't want to cry about this situation but it's been so incredibly retarded how long this has been going on so to be branded a traitor (my word, not hers) hurts like a thousand explicit words. I see how they talk, the way they talk, how quick they are to jump at every chance of an opening they get, even if it's not even there. I know mom has had to put up with a lot of bull from dad in their marriage and she feels extra protective BUT THAT'S NOT MY FAULT nor should I be clumped together with that. For goodness sakes, how many times haven't I tried to stand up for her or play mediator or interpretor whenever their talks being to go awry. My "loyalty" should not be questioned. It's enough that their arguments have gone out on us kids and affected us permanently but just don't put me next to dad because I have not deserved that.

If I truly was like dad to her, I wouldn't still be here in the first place.
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