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Saturday, September 11, 2004


Brain damage
Not much to say today, really. Just updating to make sure certain people don't worry too much *pokes and smiles*


My parents have carefully asked me questions lately. Dad more so than mom, and he does it in a playful tone. At first I thought it was because mom wasn't concerned for once, that my relaxed attitude made her feel comfortable and that she wouldn't have to be worried about me.

It's a bit much to ask, I realise that when I think about it. And also, both of us probably figured she'd never have to deal with worrying about me the same way she has my two older sisters (and to some extent my younger sister now). I even thought that it'd be different with me, if it came to that, because we have such a special relationship.

Apart from the random questions and expanding certain subjects to involve said questions, no one has voiced anything in particular. They're going easy on me, but I'm not sure why. Like I said, I want to think that it's because of my attitude, but it might just as well be because they weren't prepared to face this with me and are caught off guard. Maybe they're afraid I'm too vulnerable to be 'confronted' with their concerns and that taking things further than the vague stages of curiosity would create some kind of irrevocable rift between everyone.

I don't know. I would if I asked. But is it really warranted ? Is there a need to ? Probably, seeing as I'm confusing myself the more I think about it.


Heh, that probably came off really cryptic. I'm sorry about that. My brain is just going places it hasn't been before, at least not with any kind of reality attached to it :p


Now for some Literati therapy. *calls up her therapist*


Oh, and I still need a word from Queen Asuka to plug into my Literati Square.

Just tell me which it is, where you want it connected and what color you want on it ^_^


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