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1981-08-24
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2003-10-17
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Grammar Apprentice
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Mimmi
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Digging ½ a Trench. Having SomeGuy over.
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the mid 80's
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Naruto, RahXephon, Haibane Renmei, PMK, Ouran HSHC, Death Note, Bleach, Yakitate Japan
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Less angsting - more energy!
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Tinkering
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Being incredibly silly
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Thursday, September 16, 2004
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I wouldn't be surprised if I started to wake up in a cold sweat each morning, having dreams of thousands of empty papers flying around and my mom saying 'the essay needs to be done by tomorrow and I have to fill all these papers with it and hand it in or I will fail my entire education and all those loans we took to get me through it will have been for nothing'.
.... *sobs*
Not much sleep, stress, [insert every single emotion you can imagine] has gotten me weak. Travelling today from 8 am - 3 pm sort of makes things worse.
The visit to the homeopath didn't cost so much this time, so I could buy a cardigan-come-jacket, and a sweatshirt with what I had over. No more Swedish money left in the bank *cuts to image of moth packing bags*
I wonder how stupid I actually am. Sure, I'll admit to not being super brainy but rarely does the thought of how bad my stupidity actually is hit me this hard.
Ngh, bleh. Maybe it isn't airheaded-ness. It could be communication and lack of experience with it. Or maybe a case of 'shoot for the other side of the street and getting hit by an old lady on a skateboard'. *shrugs*
Oh how wonderful it is to wallow. Especially in public. Nothing beats not having to be alone in your misery.
Since I'm being such an ass, I might as well apologise to James if it appeared as though I was jumping him.
You're a fantastically skilled person and I will gush you to no end if I like what you do. [That goes for anyone.] *brain dies*
I tried to ... something. And anyway. Yeah. I'm surprised Shin doesn't hate me....
*groans* This is gonna worry people and I'll feel worse for that too, haha. Eh. Maybe if I say that it'll go over, it won't worry you too much ? I'll even make waffles. With ice-cream, whipped cream, strawberry jam and a glass of milk.
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