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• Digging ˝ a Trench. Having SomeGuy over.
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• the mid 80's
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• Naruto, RahXephon, Haibane Renmei, PMK, Ouran HSHC, Death Note, Bleach, Yakitate Japan
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• Less angsting - more energy!
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Saturday, November 15, 2003
I am shallow....
I might as well confess now and have it over and done with. Compared to (what seems like a lot of) people here at Otaku, I am shallow.
I am by no means saying that am I stupid. But because of something (be it genetic or idiocy) I want to be happy and live my life.
It saddens me that so many hurt, die slowly and wither away. I could be one of them, I once belonged there.
Now I grow tired and my mind feels heavy as the words genius, intelligence and depth has to be linked with pain, death and darkness. But I guess one learns far more from that which is misery. Happiness does not easily spawn further thought, it revels in the simplicity of evident fact. At least that seems to be the general perception.
And even though I shy away from the deep end of the pool, it's still present and inviting. In light everything is open for you to see, whereas in the dark you have to strain your eyes and senses to be able to fully grasp what lies hidden.
So for those who had aspirations of me being their equal, I apologise for my "deception".
I do have depth, darkness and sadness.
But I also enjoy the light, air and life itself.
I've been trying to catch someone on AIM, but considering time difference and the fact that I'd probably have nothing important to say, I think I'll let it go.
Maybe we'll meet, maybe we won't. My lines are open, please insert your quarter :P
Spoke briefly to my sister yesterday, the one who lives on Curacao. We hadn't heard from her for a couple of weeks, so it was nice to know that she was ok. Homesick, but ok.
I really want to go and visit her… if only it were a bit closer.
Can't remember how many hours it takes in total, she told me once but I forgot . It was something like 9 or 14 hours.
Sweden Airport - Amsterdam Airport - Curacao Airport… and then back again.
I'm no good at making banners and such, but this is what I got when mucking about in Photoshop (v.5). It’s Zorro from "One Piece". The same pic, with two different results. I prefer the first one, it matches the pose and everything better...
To ...
Come walk with me, along my shallow shores.
Search this foreign water, yearning to be explored.
Allow the tide to push you closer, grant me my embrace
Hear the wind moan your name, ready to implode
This shallow shore at your feet, ready to give in…
Ah, to be inspired :P
- Mimmi
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