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Tuesday, November 18, 2003

I went, even though I shouldn’t have. I was floored, and still I went.
Sat there and felt the bubble breaking. Letting all the tears fall.

I knew that I was weak. And yet I went.
Sat there and felt the broken pieces pierce through my skin. Crying to strangers.

So I ended up there. Where I wasn’t supposed to be.
Sitting on a chair dying to scream at them to "LEAVE ME ALONE !!!". Choking on my voice that bled of pain.

I came even though I knew I couldn’t. Showed up when I knew I was supposed to hide.
Stayed there until they sent me home. My body twisted into a crumbling shell.

Moved through the streets I shouldn’t have walked on. But I did anyway.
Choking on my tears and screams. Wanted to throw up...throw up all the organs inside me, everything living inside me.

I came home even though I should never have gone. Returned to where I should’ve stayed.
Shaking of anguish and of pain that has been revived. Pleading for everything to go away.

I went to where I knew I couldn’t go. And still I put my shoes on and walked.
Now I’m empty. Full of tears and of screaming that is drowned.

I tore myself apart, even though I didn’t have to. But I did all the same.
Holding onto the possibility of turning numb. Feeling so sickly weak and lonely…


- Mimmi
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