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• Digging ½ a Trench. Having SomeGuy over.
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• Less angsting - more energy!
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Thursday, November 11, 2004
Void
[EDIT:]Ooook, sorry for scaring you people earlier ^_^; But I really was angsting. Both about the appointment I had today at the social insurance office (to talk about how to get me back into the working world) and about my sister and the whole situation that she's created. Last night mom got another phonecall from grandma and from the sound of it things were not as crystal as we thought. I was in my room and as soon as I heard mom's voice quaver, I frantically started looking for the remote to my stereo because I couldn't take hearing the conversation. Thankfully I was also playing Literati with JJ and Bossyness, which helped distract me. A while later I checked on mom and ... yeah. She's basically accepted that her oldest daughter is mentally dead and is grieving the loss of her. I... *thinks* ... I don't know. The situation is so bizarre and alien... it's difficult to say how I feel. Except that I'm not happy. Mom's also worried that my younger sister will end up just like the oldest sister, which I'd normally just shrug off because I think she's brighter than that. But that's what we thought about the oldest sister, too. And they're so much alike, and the younger sister is in pretty much the exact same situation as the oldest one was when things started to happen. *groans* I really don't want to dig too much into this right now. It all gets so messy in my head, heh.
Right. The appointment. It turned out fine, lol. I've been really lucky these past years and met some great people who've really wanted to help me (and have helped me), so today was no different. But I didn't know that beforehand >>;
I'm going to meet up with this guy in two weeks, who will go through with me where I could apply as a trainee and slowly get into the habit of working. We'll stay in close contact once we've found a place (he'll even come to visit me wherever I end up) to make sure things are going alright, and then it'll roll from there. So they really are taking care of me, tee hee. It's not like they point me in a general direction and go "Sieze the day. Bye-bye" but they won't be holding my hand too much either. A good balance ^_^
I love you all! |
ANGST!!!
Ok, not angsting so much anymore. But I love Gaara, so he's staying there >>
Will write more detailed about it later, after dinner.
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