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Thursday, December 4, 2003



Thanks MilleniumChaos for the entry in the guestbook, I put you down as a 'friend' as a means of saying "your site is cool, therefore I shall visit it" : )

I posted a couple more poems at OB if you'll are interested. Comments and critique is welcomed ;)

I haven't had breakfast yet, so I'll get that out of the way and edit this post later on :)

- Mimmi



EDIT
Thankyou KawaiiAnime for the compliment, it brings a smile to my face :)


Another dream….
I was chatting to someone from OB and he kept sending me pictures of himself in a bathtub...
In each picture he was sitting in a different bathtub *lol*
He was wearing trunks, though, so it was a perfectly "legal" dream ; )

Then later on the dream turned into some kind of "Pirates of the Caribean". Canons were going off everywhere and Johnny Depp briefed me on the strategy… don't know if there was one, but I was briefed *lol*

That's about all I can remember. But I seem to have a lot of fun in my dreams lately, a nice change from the dull and empty ones I've had recently.



So I had to go take some blood tests, which meant I had to straighten myself up before leaving the house. I took a long foot bath, with lavender soap *sigh* as well as washing my hair. I ended up feeling somewhat close to pretty … weird feeling ~_~

The nurse taking the blood knew what she was doing, so it was pretty painless and quick. But I have to go back tomorrow for one more that has to be taken in the morning (I didn't get there until after 2 pm). Bleh.


After that I took the bike to buy some dinner stuff and on the way back home, I heard this baby cry… and it made me think of the thread at OB about abortion. It also struck me that people my age are having babies, which seems so incredibly foreign to me. Maybe cause I am nowhere near as "mature" as I assume people getting babies are and I'm not around them that much… babies, that is : )

My thoughts spun further. I haven't posted in that thread, or many threads at all, simply because I feel I have nothing to add. Other than my opinion, which is mine and only mine. I respect that others have a different point of view and they're entitled to it. I'm not going to order peoples minds, I can barely rule my own *lol*

And so I say nothing. Even if I wanted to say something it feels daunting to speak. Cowardly maybe, but it's the way I operate. I hate to impose myself on/to others and so I hide in a corner, observing.
There's not much growth in that. Inwardly, yes. But outwards, no.


Hm, I'm beginning to feel extremely personal now. Common reaction to the step one takes when expressing oneself, I guess… At least for me, seeing as I've not learned how to move in the crowds yet. Or whether or not I belong in it.



Take care of yourselves and be well.

- Mimmi


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