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• Digging ½ a Trench. Having SomeGuy over.
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• the mid 80's
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• Naruto, RahXephon, Haibane Renmei, PMK, Ouran HSHC, Death Note, Bleach, Yakitate Japan
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• Less angsting - more energy!
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Monday, January 31, 2005
*bawls*
I've written this entry on my computer so that I can just post it up real quick, seeing as the local library doesn't give you much time to do anything. It certainly doesn't give you time to check coding and such, which is why this is just slapped up here, heh. (Please excuse any spelling errors and wonky coding that might appear.) I figure it'll be a lot better than just rushing on and typing "Life sucks, I'm lonely *sob* Love you guys" and leave it at that.
The reason I've been absent is due to my father. You see, despite the fact that we've had great service from our broadband company and despite knowing the troubles with switching from it to any other company, he figured that it'd be a good idea to go ahead and cancel our services and sign up with another broadband company. That in itself was never the problem.
You see, I wake up Monday morning (last week) and the internet won't work. After testing a couple of cables, disconnecting and connecting, mom called dad up. He informs her that he went ahead with the switch.... even though he'd asked me if we really should and I had said no. First we thought it'd be back by Wednesday (last week), but that didn't happen. Then dad hoped that we could use the modem in my computer while we waited for our broadband connection to kick in. That didn't work. Supposedly it should work today or tomorrow. I don't hold my breath for anything any longer.
This just happened at the worst time imaginable. I went from not feeling too hot to feeling seriously messed up. Right when I needed my friends the most, they were cut away from me.
Solo was the only contact I had and I asked him to check if anyone wanted to text me, to ease some of the extreme loneliness. Maybe I wasn't clear on how desperate I was, because the message didn't seem to get through *shrugs* It wasn't exactly ideal that he was the only one I could contact, seeing how he's uber busy right now/keep getting sick, and even though it helped to have someone .... it made it worse that he was the only one. Ironically enough.
There's little use in trying to fill you guys in on what's been going on, because I really have no idea where to start and since I don't know when I'll be back on a more consistant basis... Yeah, let's just leave it at Mimmi feeling very messed up and lonely. We can all catch up on everything once I get back properly.
Something this whole unwanted hiatus did was to confirm my desire to travel and meet other friends, so I'm looking into that. Solo will be busy this summer, which means I can't count on seeing him, thus making Anime Expo pull even more. It would be nice if someone could chaperon me if I get over, because I am a bit wary about being there on my lonesome. I'd still need to look into it more (dates, flights and all that) but it should be possible to arrange. We'll see.
Love you guys, miss you loads, see you when I see you *hugs* |
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