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Thursday, February 10, 2005
... "yet"
Mmm, seems like I felt a bit extra odd because of staying up until 2 am (the day before yesterday) and coming down with something. Today I feel knocked over (physically) but hopefully it won't get any worse.
Went to visit my professional friend today and we had a nice chat. Didn't think it'd do me any good (what with me being down and sick) but as always it helped to sort stuff out. It's really nice to have someone outside of the family that you can bounce thoughts with and not worry about stepping on toes or feeling like it was a bad idea to even open your mouth. The main reason it works so well, though, is because I'm absolutely comfortable with talking to her. There's no use in going to a counsellor/shrink if you're not comfortable about being 100% open and vulnerable. You also need to feel that you click with him/her, that you're on the same wavelength (only the other person can offer a different angle to the situation or help you see your thoughts more clearly), which is just as important as feeling comfortable because then you'll really get results out of it and not just have it be a dump and flush session.
Anyway.
When people told me that "the world is at your feet" or "you've got potential to do anything you want", my reaction would be a shrug of my shoulder and a 'whatever', hehe. But right now I can really feel that it's true.
I'm not bound to a job, we're leaving this place soon so any attachment to it will be severed anyway, mom will have my younger sister close by and probably make loads of friends (which means she won't be totally dependant on my support)....
Suddenly there's so much freeom and opportunity and it doesn't scare me. It's actually very tempting. A bit exciting even.
Now if only. |
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