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Friday, February 11, 2005

Take me into your arms
I honestly believed I'd never find someone, that is was impossible to fall for me.
You proved me wrong. After trying my best to make sure you knew what we were getting into, I thought it was safe to let go and fall. Maybe that's why it hurts now. I didn't know it changed. I would've fought it if I had known. --- You had someone before me and you'll have no problems attracting someone after me. Maybe I could attract someone else too (someday, somewhere) but I don't want someone else. --- It's so difficult to balance giving you space with needing you in my life. I don't want to force myself onto you and risk pushing you away, but at the same time I don't want to lose you. It could be naive of me to think that if I just try hard enough to remove the obstacles, it'll change things. --- Maybe I'm just deluding myself to believe that if they're no longer there you'd ask me to come back. It can't be helped though. I love you. And I don't want to walk away without trying to make it work if there's a possibility that it might. I'm sorry for making things difficult.
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