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Sunday, February 27, 2005
When feelings don't have words
I began watching Haibane Renmei today and so far the first two discs have been looked at (there are 4 in total). And .... it's impossible for me to say anything right now. Which is, for me anyway, the absolute greatest testament that it's wonderful. It sort of nestles its way into my heart, becoming part of ... something very satisfying.
When I can't think of words to describe how something makes me feel, or explain what I thought about a particular thing ... On one hand it's extremely frustrating because I want to share how I feel/think, but at the same time not. How I feel is .. how I feel, lol. No one is going to have the exact same experience or fully understand it even if I tried to share.
It's like being surrounded by a warm, shimmering glow that makes everything make perfect sense. Although, first you can just sense it but you're not sure anything really happens, and then it slowly takes shape. Everything starts to unfold into delicate thoughts or ideas, instead of just feelings.
That state of mind makes me ... happy/safe/alive? I don't know. There are so many words that could be used and none seem to make it justice, nothing can really work in aiding me to properly describe what's going on in those moments.
All I know is that I love when it happens =) |
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