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• Digging ½ a Trench. Having SomeGuy over.
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• the mid 80's
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• Naruto, RahXephon, Haibane Renmei, PMK, Ouran HSHC, Death Note, Bleach, Yakitate Japan
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• Less angsting - more energy!
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Saturday, March 12, 2005
A big Thank You to Red/Ger for the surprising IM he sent me yesterday while I was away from my computer. It made me smile =)
Time to scroll!
Some people like to cut themselves physically with sharp objects and I've never done that or been prone to it. But lately I've come to the realisation that I do cut myself, only I use my thoughts and cut into the mind/heart instead of my body. Soul mutilation *gasp* But yeah, instead of quickly moving on and pretend it's raining when I see that what I desire can't be mine, I torment myself over it. For longer than what's really necessary. That's the case when I've deluded myself for a longer time to thinking I've got a teensy weensy chance and something that shatters it comes out of the blue, though. If a reason turns up early on I'll have no problems.
And how annoying is it to read me say basically the same thing in every update lately? "You've entered Mimmi's brain and its very inner workings!" "Ooooo. .... Where's the exit?"
I really shouldn't complain, seeing as I'm the one who set myself up. And no, I can't be more direct about whatever the issue really is - that'd just further the whole "Oh honey, you honestly didn't think that you had even the remotest of chances, did you? *looks of pity/amusement of sorts* No wonder you fall flat on your ass/face so often with that foolish attitude. Did the fact of _____ and _____, not to mention ____, which immediately render your fantasies to zero, never register in your brain?"
Of course it did! Why do you think I feel so incredibly stupid right now?! .... *looks around* ... Oh man, I'm having a public conversation with myself *groans loudly* Time for some distractive images then.
Give me some sugar, I'm needy
Or maybe a massage
*mmmmmmmmmm*
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