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Saturday, May 7, 2005


Clarity
I just need some stability. Too much has messed me around this year (siblings, moving, etc) and it's not easing up. Home isn't home anymore. I'm lonely. It feels like life decides what to do with me and I have no say. Nestling up to you would make everything feel trivial, even if it's just as friends. Because having someone close to me, saying that everything will be alright, would make all the difference. Maybe I'm mistaking my feelings to be more than what they really are right now; it could be that they're getting blown out of proportion, when all I really need is that friendship. It went from all to nothing with the drop of a hat and I'd just like a chance to get a proper closure, make the transition face to face. That little piece of stability would make such a difference, even if it is much to ask for. Especially after all the tantrums on my part, hehe. I'm just not an abstract person and life can't be properly mimicked on the internet.

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