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Saturday, January 31, 2004

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[Warning: excessive Happiness]

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT !

[/Excessive Happiness]


Ok, now thats out of my system ^__^

I feel a little bad when I am this happy…

But it's all good – since we know how much Badness Rocks ! ~_^

**********

First off I wanna say that I'm sorry I didn't get the chance to talk to Queen Asuka more yesterday, but I had to get an early night.
Some other time maybe ^_^

And loads of huggles to all you crazy people that I did get to talk to more ~_^

**********

EDIT: In response to Sara's reaction to the picture of Box....

Box was framed !

Someone else painted that picture with the incriminating things and then put poor, innocent Box in it :\

**********

So yeah, I was forced (*cough*) to go to bed early last night, because I had to get up at 07.00 am today.

Why ? you ask.

Well, the cinema where they're showing "Return of the King" is an 1½ hours bus ride from where I live. It started at 12.50, you have to get the tickets 1 hour before it starts and the later bus cut things a bit fine – so we jumped on the early train (hahaha..).

So we got up early, took the train... oh yeah, we took the train to the cinema and the bus from the cinema ^_^;
… I am confusing myself already >__>;

But yes, we got there and back again (*grins*) by public transport.

All the time it was snowing/raining and the streets were incredibly slushy >__<
Not to mention cold. Or at least, cold enough to not be warm ~_^

I obviously need to see it a couple of times (I had to with the other two as well) since I tend to just let a movie wash over me the first screening.
And boy did it wash me over….

I wept – wept some more – and of course wept further ^__^;

The only thing that I can say clearly, and that resonated in me, was that a journey can be painful and you look forward to when it's over.
Sometimes you can't see the end and at times you are so immersed in the hardships that you forget it completely.

And so when you stand there, time has come to let go – and you... can't, don't want to.
Because you have been in this awful situation for so long and it's what you're used to – it's become your reality, it's safe... in a very twisted and dark way.

In that moment, of thinking about what you've been through and what lies ahead, before you make up your mind – can be more painful than the journey behind/ahead of you.


But once you have let go... when you open yourself up…. gah, I can't construct a coherent sentence about this, it's so deep and entwined in me *eyes glaze over*

So yeah, you get the picture – it struck something inside of me, but I need to see it plenty more to be able to say anything sensible about it =P


Take Care Everyone !

Remember that Objects and People are only as much fun as you make of them ^_^

- Mimmi

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