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Monday, July 4, 2005
I love you
Lady Lea: I know the feeling *sneaks her along for some shopping*
Hevn: lol, Strawberry Day for Strawberry Princess, eh? ;p
Akamaru: Yes, yes you do *gives it to him* Have fun with it ;p
John: *nods* You want to feel the dice in your hand shaking it madly and watch it roll over the table while praying for the number you want XP The internet just can't simulate that =(
James: *borrows him a warm blanket that looks like a bear* I'm sure you could start a Cherry Day or something =)
Pyro: You'd get along great with my mom, I think *giggles* Boo on your dad for that comment, though >>; Board games = Fun fun fun.
I've boxed up most of my stuff already, apart from what is used daily, and have moved on to help out boxing/sorting mom/dad's load. It was when I went through the stuff in mom's room that I came upon this diary/journal/calendar thingy, belonging to dad. Originally, since it was really old, it would've been chucked out with the trash but when I flipped through the pages some were filled with text.
The journal was from the year mom and dad got together. Dad had written a letter of sorts to mom, just writing how he felt about her. Mom had written replies with "I love you" here and there. She'd even marked out their monthly anniversaries and when they got engaged.
Reading those entries felt so surreal. I mean, before I obviously knew they must've really loved each other (otherwise they wouldn't have gotten married, had kids, etc) but I've never quite understood/believed that it was like that for them. And it got me thinking of my own letters, messages I've left or been left. How things have gone/changed from the time they were recieved. I'd really like to talk to mom or dad about that journal, because I want to understand. But it probably wouldn't make a difference and, if anything, only make this stressy phase we're going through right now a little bit more strange.
I just feel lost. And sad. |
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