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• 2003-10-17
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• Grammar Apprentice
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• Mimmi
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• Digging ½ a Trench. Having SomeGuy over.
Anime Fan Since
• the mid 80's
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• Naruto, RahXephon, Haibane Renmei, PMK, Ouran HSHC, Death Note, Bleach, Yakitate Japan
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• Less angsting - more energy!
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• Tinkering
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• Being incredibly silly
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Monday, March 15, 2004
Habits are hard to break, but I'd rather break them than myself. [Edited]
Bleh, I really don't feel like writing this at all.
As you've noticed (and some have mentioned to me) this place has been lacking in the update department. Or at least it has if you're used to a daily post.
Apart from the fact that there's nothing to update about... well, that's a lie... and a truth... argh, I don't know.
I'm not sick (maybe a minor cold, but nothing prominent) and I doubt you could say that I'm depressed. There's just this feeling of .... not feeling good. As little sense as that makes.
And I know that it'll pass, so writing this seems silly. Unnecessary.
So, that's why I haven't been updating. And my commenting have been/is sporadic.
I've managed to keep a somewhat good spirit on AIM, but I figured it'd be better if I write what's going on with me here (however vague it might be), than to possibly break down on someone. Which makes it sound a lot worse than it actually is, but you know how it is when you take down those protective walls... Things tend to overpower you and become intensified when you unleash it on a person-to-person basis, compared to writing your thoughts down to no one but yourself.
And there you have it. Mimmi is a little bit down – but she'll be fine. No worries.
Not to mention that her raspberry cookies are delicious ^__^
MAJOR EDIT
I just want to make it perfectly clear that I was not complaining here. If you think that was comlaining, you ain't heard nothing.
No, I was simply stating the fact that I am a little down, meaning I'm not bouncing off the walls like I normally do. I felt that it was better to put it up here for everyone to see, than to constantly repeat it to people over AIM and possibly create greater concern.
I am perfectly aware of how great my life is and I relish in that fact every single day. Like I said, I know this will pass and so I'm not making a big fuss about it. It was just a way to get some perspective and distance, which we've all done at one point or another.
And Charmi, my thoughts are with you every day. They have been since we first talked and they will always be. Take care Liebling.
EDIT 2
It feels soo much better now. I needed to do this and all of the comments really helped out.
Azure, there's nothing like a ray of sun piercing a cloud-filled sky. Or moonlight on a dark night. *huggles*
Mitch, thanks for offering a point of perspective. It's important to remember the pain of others and help them when they are in need of assistance *nods*
Sarah, thank you too. A little wallowing never hurt anyone. Just as long as one knows when to stop *smiles* And I quite like the sound of Mimmy *giggles*
Angel: I feel a lot better ^_^
CrH: Now you know a little bit more about me ~_^
Kinetix: If you need to get stuff off your chest, I.. won't let you have mine, but you can lean on my shoulder ^_^;
Molly: And pass it does, thanks to the lovely people around here, such as yourself ^_^
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