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• Digging ½ a Trench. Having SomeGuy over.
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• the mid 80's
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• Naruto, RahXephon, Haibane Renmei, PMK, Ouran HSHC, Death Note, Bleach, Yakitate Japan
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• Less angsting - more energy!
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• Being incredibly silly
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Monday, January 2, 2006
Sarah: Word. You should make it your life mission to visit IKEA; experience the madness and possible funness *hugs*
John: Let's go unplug some power tools together.
Well, mom's been eager to move for a long time. It became a necessity after I almost got raped, seeing as the guy always returns here after his jail time. So yeah. We'll be heading out of here by the end of February by the looks of it.
Becksicle: I kinda like that actually >__>; As long as there are no holes, I'll take all the minty toothpaste they have ;_;
*snuffles* Thank you.
A couple of nights ago I dreamt [once again] about my old classmates. This time it went a little different than the other times. I wasn't being ostracized or alone. They included me. It felt wonderful to have that dream and sparked optimism about breaking my bad dream cycle. Eheh. Not. Last night it was back to normal. We were all going to New York and everyone totally shut me out, making plans when they thought I couldn't hear. Finally it boiled down to me confronting them. It felt important to put my foot down and have them be upfront, rather than thinking I already know the reason and thereby give them a silent approval of doing this to me. Besides, if no one steps up to the plate to try and sort things out, or inform you there is a problem, nothing will ever get fixed. Worst of all it causes more pain for the inflicted than is justified. Oddly enough it seemed to be more cathartic for them to tell me how annoying, bothersome and bugging I am than it was for me in standing up for myself by demanding they own up to what the issue was. The dream wrapped up shortly after this, with them being happy about confessing and then going on their merry way. Leaving me there. Feeling every bit as worthless, and then some. Because it didn't matter that I tried to change things. They still didn't want to. So nothing changed in the end. I'm almost amused at how much my life makes sense when I think about it.
To make up for the above, here's a calendar I made all by myself (using an adorable Pikachu picture that Annie found and linked me to *sends love to her*) using Excel and Photoshop. Took me a while to get it just right, heh. |
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