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Saturday, April 1, 2006
I don't think I've ever sucked so badly at bowling as I did tonight. But it was an interesting excercise in social-ness-ness. And somehow it made me want to decide that I'll never fit in in a group of people/friends. Unless they're online, har-har. Maybe that sounds sad or self-pitying but it'd save me a lot of emotional hassle if I just said 'ok, I'm not a person who's meant for friendship so go ahead and ignore me while I don't beg for your attention or time'. Though there was a girl who made a big point in acknowledging me, which she should get bonus points for. Sadly she's got a whole bag full of problems that'd make it impossible for me to befriend her, which is probably true in my case as well; there's a lot of annoying things about me that puts people off. *shrugs* Not trying to make friends might make it easier on others to befriend me, haha. It's kinda sad that I never learned how to play the social game, because I really didn't want to turn into the clingy and disturbingly annoying girl. Curse school for everything.
Tobias was there (he helped us move, remember?), as well as some dude called Markus, then a bunch of other people who didn't bother greeting me showed up (all friends of Eleine and Juliette's). Out of all the people that bowled only Tobias tagged along with us girls for pizza and a ride home. Eleine dropped me off after that and here I am.
It was nice to bowl, honest. I'm just feeling more and more diluted. Which is why there won't be many posts from now on. We could all need a break from me. And by that I mean all the aspects of me, not the lovely people who endure me. Thanks to you.
Not wanting to leave you empty handed, I'll keep the Literati Square going. Though since there's no telling when the PM system will be fixed up, you'll have to e-mail me with the word and colour + any story behind why you chose the word/what it means/ whatever you'd like to contribute about the word, if anything at all.
It's Kei's turn (I suspect she tried to PM me about hers but it got lost in the bug) and here's the list as it stands right now:
John, Kei, Evil, Shin, Becky, Megan, Sarah, Annie, Sara.
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