Saturday, June 10, 2006

"On a conscious level, you might already be aware that something is troubling you, or eating up a lot of time when it comes to your friendships. But it's also possible that thoughts and feelings about your relationships have been preoccupying your subconscious mind — leaving you with nothing more than a general sense that things just don't feel 100% right in your life though you can't quite figure out why.

You may feel dissatisfied with your current circle of friends or conflicted about one of your closer friendships. Perhaps you long for more fulfilling connections, or wish that you found your friendships less draining, or more balanced. Or maybe you're so frustrated with your situation that you avoid the topic all together.

Whichever feelings hold true, your test results indicate that right now, your subconscious mind is working overtime to resolve the issues confronting you in this area of your life — even if you don't feel aware of it."

From a test I just took. It's amusing and sad at the same time. Not to say telling. Or at least affirming.

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Evil: I'm not cool enough to hang with the MSN crowd *whimpers with inferiority* >_> But one day I shall haunt visit you all =D

Shabam: And what you do is more than enough *hugs while sending love back* The MSN crowd sure is awesome =)

MC: ;_; They were so tricksy putting that at the end! More films should have something after the credits, rawr. *will look for you next time on AIM*

AJeh: Sleep is one of the bestest cures there are. That and chocolate :3

John: Mooooooooore! I want moooooore ;_;

Becky: *smiles* What colour do you want for your word? _^_

Asuki: Yes! That we should. Imagine a big cuddle fest. Ah. The mere thought makes me pine ._.

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I'm all done in the Breakfast section (at the hotel) now. Next week will be the start of hanging with the Cleaning Crew. They're all a bunch of mad hatters, though, so it won't be much of a difference aside from the tasks. Sadly I missed the last day on Friday because of an offer to do a 3-day course on enviroment. It sounded like a nice break from working, even if I didn't get what it entailed ^^;

A group of 7 or 8 of us got cramped into a small room with a woman who refused to have the AC going because it made noise and blew air on her ....... -.-;;;; It should be noted that this room is within a large factory complex. There are constant sounds from machines so her explanation was just daft. And naff. So at times we all nearly passed out from lack of oxygen, which is almost hilarious since we were going on about the subject enviroment and how it affects us/we affect it O.o;;;

The woman is a biology teacher, has random bad hearing (sometimes we had to repeat what we said 3 times because she refused to get that SHE misunderstood US and not the other way around!) is alright but not too approachable on a person-to- person basis. Basically she is the stereotypical teacher who draws a very finite line between herself and the people she's working with.

In the group were also some boys who were very obstinate. More than often it was annoying but also a welcome change that challenged the teacher, hehe. All in all: ok diversion. For the remaining two days (Thursday & Friday) we really need a bigger room or force her to accept the powers of the AC! -.-

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Dad is still on the mend. We had a scare last week where he got dizzy spells. Turned out he was just suffering from the same cold as mom and I. His state of health frustrates him a lot, especially since we're trying to get the house off planning grounds. Right now I take things as they are. If the house is built, then I'll be thrilled. Otherwise we should be ok anyway.

(The plans drawn for it is yummy, though.)

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Yesterday evening, coming home from watching X-3 again, my head (along with shoulders and neck) was hurting. Partly due to fatigue but also because of withdrawal. Interestingly enough my tactile addiction can make me feel ill if not soothed with regular injections of human connection. Stoopid chemicals. I dislike my own body having such power of me, har har. Ah well. Guano.


...... And I just missed "Straight or Gay"! Gwar!!! Yay for inane tv-shows. Too bad I have an inate ability to miss most of them. Especially since they bring me much needed apathetic relief *dramatic pose*

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