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Wednesday, July 12, 2006


Friction

Trying soooooooooo hard to keep calm, which is sooooooooo hard. I absolutely hate having this panic/anxiety .... disease. Because that's what it is. A disease. It feels like the world decided to pounce on me all at once and the world is kinda big and I'm not so big. So imagine the outcome of that. Really trying not to shut down completely but right now I'm so very sad, dissapointed, upset etc. Stoopid life acting all innocent only to cut me down just as I think everything's sorting itself out. Maybe I'm keeping my expectations too high? I should just settle for being jerked around and be happy about the attention. Hah. Whatever.

I really need to play tennis. But first I must meet up with people, have conversations that I don't want to and get on with life. As always/usual. Commentary comment and such to follow once all the nasty stuff is out of the way. Love.


*returns the following day to comment on comments from last post*

Becksy: Everyone's been positive about KH, at least the ones I've come across. My sister actually bought it for me but I never ended up playing it, heh. Mebbe I'll claim it back and give it a go one day.

Sarah: Hugh Grant is really good in "2 week's notice" and it, along with "About a boy" is what sold me on him. Hmmm, maybe I should rent some of his movies and re-evaluate my opinion on those....

It's really nice to get to the gym (one you get there, that is) so I hope you can find a way there. Not that you're not gorgeous as it is.

Shimmy-Loo: *notes* The cover for that game is appealing, I must say. It might just be something for me. Thanks for the tip. And I simply must get Paper Mario: The Thousand Year Door. It's the right thing to do.

Evil: No, no, no. You've got it wrong. I'm the one who's not worthy. Nyah-nyah *hugs* I'd probably have a difficult time playing tennis with someone so radiant as yourself.

Samie: Thanks liking the story. I'm curious, do you like badminton? If it weren't for the fact that it's so dependant on the wind conditions outside, I'd want to play it. How about you?


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