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• Digging ½ a Trench. Having SomeGuy over.
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• the mid 80's
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• Less angsting - more energy!
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Friday, May 7, 2004
[ Insert "Crash and Burn" by Savage Garden ]
Oh man
I think I cried more over the lovely support, than I did over how things are *wipes tears and smiles* And I couldn't help but laugh at myself. Here I have been running around, demanding people to come to me if they need it and what do I do when it's my turn ? *lol* Precisely *shakes head and laughs*
*huggles everyone real tight*
I've gone through all the messages I got (here, e-mail, OB) and would love to respond to you all individually, but for now you'll have to be patient with me (which I know you are). My head is still trying to grasp whatever's going on inside *taps head and draws a heart in the air with her hands*. It seems that whenever I think I've found a clear thought or feeling that I can work from, it goes all muddled. Trying to write anything down is even worse *sighs lightly*
That is one reason for why these past few days have been so difficult, I think. I haven't been able to get anything out, in any way. That's going to change though, hopefully. And given time, it'll be better *nods*
My new favourite place is the part of the porch that is glazed, by the way. I've been sitting there in the evenings and it's helped to comfort me a little. Wednesday night (when everything really took a turn for the worse) there was a torrential downpour going on and it was so nice to sit there for a couple of hours and have everything drowned out by the sound of heavy rain hitting the roof. Yesterday it was kind of windy and cold, so I curled up in the sunchair with a blanket around my shoulders and huggled my pillow, nearly falling asleep.
*smiles* If it wasn't for the porch and garden, I imagine it would've been really difficult to find any kind of peace to my system.
It also helps out enormously to know that you're all there for me when I need support *blinks away happy tears* I'm glad to be stuck with you all !!!
*runs out to the porch, bawling her eyes out, happy to have the pleasure of being part of such a wonderful community, filled with fantastical people*
*runs back in and steals everyone out to the porch, feeding them home-made cookies, listening to the wind rustle the bushes and the tree*
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