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Wednesday, June 15, 2005


life problems...
wow..i havent been on in a long time..i still cant believe i havent been on in awhile.well yea i havent been on because well alot of things are happening to me.do u now what i mean???as u can see the tiltle is life problems and thats true..its happening to me.*sighs*well i found out my friends cousin like me and wants to go out with me but..1.i dont even know him
2.im not ready to be in a relatship
right now. and 3.my heart is broken enough. life is just so hard now..im losing my best friend..im gaining weight..im always tired..i just still not to care anymore.well on monday i went to the doctor..and they told me i might do surgery.and im really scared...its so hard for me to think.i dont know what i did in my life to be this way.im also having family problems.and my friends are betarying me again..they is so much promblems that is very personal so thats way im not telling u guys the rest.im very stress out..and the surgey is scaring me.i dont want to go to a hostipal and let them...*sighs* *tears* tthrough all my years of helping people and giving them my advice..im the one who needs it.its so hard for me.im only 12 and those problems are really hard for me to handle.isnt my heart broken enough.isnt my life miserable enough?whats happing to me.i use to know the answer to everything but now i dont know what to do....*looks down**sighs* and im quiting myotaku in august..so yea.well dont hope that it will be better cause it will just get worse.i also been thinking of death well later..oh yea will a guy friend of my..well lets see he umm well he was gonna shot himself in the head but his brother trid to pull the gun down and then my friend shot himself in the leg..and they rushed to a hostipal.well later

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