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Wednesday, December 7, 2005


back to being depressed
Time posted: 9:30pm
mood: ashamed and what does the subject says?
Listening to: so sick by neo

[daily life]
hey everyone..i hope you had a great tuesday and monday..unlike me *sighs* mines totally sucks...i feel so..depressed latly..i guess im just way overwhelmed..tuesday during PE/gym we had to run a mile and well me and my friend did..and after that i felt awful..i ended up going to the trashcan and throwwing up while my friend went to tell the teacher..and my crush who COMPELETLY INGORE me..i was like so sad and i was so nice to him to help him up when we went into the gym..- -'*sighs* and what is even worse i made my volleyballl team lose..*sighs* i think Wa(captain) is mad at me..cause i was fooling around and not really paying attenition.
and i totally EMBRASSED my self in front of my crush..cause he was sitting down watching our team and this other team play right? and i saw my crush looking at me and i was like"oh shit" and i was all blushing madly and speaking giblershly to my friend who laughed at me..he kept looking at me and i was like so nervous..i wanted to play good you know? (cause he was staring at me) but i did bad - -' *sighs*
and some rumor is going around in the girls locker room..*sighs* and the "fight" began in MY locker aisle. what esle ahh drama class was the worse..this guy in my group was like acting leader and shit and saying " oh you do this while i do that and she blah blah" and i was like"wtf" this is like a teamwork thingy and our other partner was absent on friday so i had to explain everything to her..and he just keep aruging with me on how i sould act..and when we pratice our scene he was like " i memorized everything" but he didnt so we had to keep stoping him and he was wtf..and he is like pissing me off..seriously.i finally got to talk to an old friend of mines..she is doing well but she is still bothering me with " you should get a boyfriend so your life can get easier and funner" blah whatever..maybe she is right..ehh what am i saying..
i wont say anything esle about tuesday cause it was shit and i dont want to go to details..well i g2g now i feel like a complete fool and idiot..
(oh i would like to thank desintysweetman(sp?) for cheering me up a little today and he was the only one who bother to cheer me up)
Question of the day: friends or lovers?

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