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Thursday, June 19, 2008
Warning: depressed/confused/boy-stuff ranting!
So, we only have this week and next week (and the next Monday, the 30th) of classes left. Plus two days off to "study," two days of exams, the weekend off, and two more days of exams, plus three days or so, and then our "closing ceremony" where I get my certificate. Add about 4-5 days or so and then I leave the country...and then I'll be back for like two weeks in July-August.
It sucks to see everyone's summer vacation pictures on Facebook when I'm still in school. T_T *shrug* It evens out though. I had a long winter break waiting for this course to start. For those of you who don't know, I'm in China studying Chinese for the semester. It's been really cool. I've never felt so "at home" in a place in my life. Just being around other ex-patriots (those who don't live in their own home countries) is just wonderful. We're all in the same boat and have the same struggles. *sigh* I'm going to miss my friends so much!
Speaking of someone I'm going to miss...the boy. I realized yesterday that I'm actually going to miss him a LOT. So that's making me wonder if I should "confess" to him before I go, so I wouldn't keep wondering "what if..." GAH! I keep going back and forth. 为什么我不知道?? (Why do I not know??)
I've also just been in a depressed mood lately, which also isn't new for me since I've struggled with depression most of my life. But this is different. I feel a bit...heart-broken. I guess I've just come to be attached to China and all it's quirks. It could also be that I'm getting homesick because I know I'm going home soon.
*shrug* Any suggestions on what I should do to cheer up/the boy?
Take Care everyone!!
~Laura aka Minako |
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