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Tuesday, June 20, 2006


sigh


Sometimes this one's brother just doesn't know how to control himself. This really causes a lot of upset to this one. He killed all the joy this one was feeling TT_TT

However, I shall try my best to forget what has transpired and instead recreate, coherantly I hope, the happiness I was feeling.

Let's see...I was driving home from work after stopping at the mall. It was raining lightly and the sun was setting into shades of purple, blue, yellow and pink. That's right.... It was beautiful. and to top it all off, upbeat worship music was playing. Yes, I feel it again. The calm surrender. The peace. Suddenly, all the suicidal thoughts and depression dissapeared. The weight of the world was no longer on this one's shoulders. because it isn't. It's on His shoulders--and He's the only one who can handle the strain. Yes, that's it really.

Today, I got out of work early cause we ran out of stuff to do. July will make up for this though when we get gazoodles of overtime *sigh* I am already working 40 to 50 hours a week, and it's hard physical labor too. This one is very tired and sore. 'tis worth it though, in the end.

Today I bought the DVD of Howl's Moving Castle. I love that movie!!! I also love the original novel it is loosely based of off. Let's see, what else to report? Outside of work, I have been reading, writing future chapters of my fanfics, seeing my friends, swimming, visiting relatives...I got to see my little cousin Chase. He's six months old and one day as of today. He's so adorable~!!!

hmm...my brother AJ-Chan got a part in the local production of Wizard of Oz.

My site is still under construction...sigh...

forget what I wanted to say...>_-

Oh! I have a date on Thursday. Unfortunately, it is a good-bye date. My good friend J-Kun is moving away to Texas. but the weight of this too, has this one given to Him. Whatever happens, happens. sigh

Well, I want to visit some sites before I fall asleep. Sorry I've been so busy!!! *bow* This one apologises!!! Oro!

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