Wednesday, June 28, 2006

   im confused
Hey ppl im sorry I haven’t wrote in forever not that any of you actually read this shit! LOL let me tell you about my love life — no existent!!!! Lat time I left off I was like with that sub quarterback that only lasted like 2 weeks because I found it quite weird going out with someone two years younger than me. Plus we was a player anyways.

The next love thing was with that boy Shiva I wrote about in my other log (like 2 before this one). Well at first I didn’t like him flirting with me. It grew on me I felt all special. LOL
than one night I was over his house talking ( we were friends it what was friends do) I made a hilarious joke. (Did you hear about the boy who got in a car he lost his left arm and legs. But hes ALRIGHT now!) Anyways so we started to laugh really hard because we were over tired it was like 2:00 in the morning. So he places his head on my shoulder. I thought it was because he was laughing so hard. Than he starts to KISS MY NECK It was so random. My mind was saying to stop him because ewwww plus my friend likes him but I didn’t stop him .
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I would let him kiss my lips then I told him I had to go home because it was late. He agreed thank god .

I didn’t know what to do. I liked him but my friend liked him. Plus he is younger than me only a year but still. What is with younger men liking me. Im like a pedophile.!!!!! argggggg gggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg

IT DIDN”T STOP THERE NO OF COURSE NOT
the next day it was really hot. Me and kanwal my friend who like Shiva decide lets go see what Shiva and his little sister was doing. Kanwal had a water bottle and decides to through water at Shiva. It leads to being a huge water fight . The whole time shiva would keep his hands off me and we use me as a block from the cold water. Kanwal starts to notice something is going on .
I tried to get him off me it end me on the floor with him on TOP OF ME. Nothing happen but it confirmed kanwal suspicion after the water fight kanwal was still wetting his sister which was hilarious . He kissed me on my lips ARGGG I felt like slapping him but at the same time I liked it . He didn’t want kanwal to know and somehow he was so careless

it ends up kanwal saw us.but didn’t say anything . We then were sitting on the step and he and he tried to touch something that wasn’t his. I could yell at him then kanwal would know so I hit him. and moved his had away from my lap ,.

That night I was hanging out with his sister who is the coolest little girl I know I was reading a comic on the counter. When he came behind me. Well lets just say I got scared. We were talking and he grabs my hand and places it somewhere I didn’t want me hand to be. He than kisses me I back off because I remembered something HE MENTIONED SOMETHING ABOT A GIRL FRIEND 3 weeks back WTF. I asked him about it. He said that he does and that what we are doing is just playing around. What he was doing wasn’t playing he wanted me to touch his thing so in the long run . We’re just friends though he tries to flirt with me. Im really close friends with his little sister. and that’s that
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