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Saturday, August 19, 2006


blue tears
my head is about to explode.

I've been having strange dreams.
I can't seem to make sense out of them.
- but, they've got me thinking.
I feel that something needs to change.
something is missing.

I have good friends, and all.
can't complain.
- but something isn't right.

I know I'm only a kid - and I
don't really have to worry, but
I'm afraid that my life is going nowhere.
everything seems so meaningless.
I'm tired all the time, I
need routine again.

I want a job - but I have a horrible
feeling about starting.
I'm going to screw up.
I stress myself out way too much.

I want school to start -
but I'm afraid about that too.
the whole gabby and kim anger thing
means I might not get to see alexa as much.

plus my exchange students are leaving in march.
that's gonna suck...

>.<;

I can't leave the house for two days
because 4 of my family members are in calgary for the weekend.. and my mom doesn't want me going anywhere because if something goes wrong she can't come and get me.


I'm going insane in here.

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