Friday, April 25, 2008

   My final will and testament.
It has occurred to me recently that I may die quite soon...Or maybe not(possible tumor,because of stress/anger WTF) Anyway, I have this in paper with my signature, and detail. I request that any money I have, be sent towards cancer research. That includes scholarship money, stocks, bonds and any money I have on me. I want all of my material possesions destroyed. My closest relatives can keep whatever they want. My personal friends can get what they want when they are recognized by my parents. Bury me.
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Thursday, April 17, 2008

   Surgery
So yeah....I'm having surgery on my foot in exactly 1 week. I have a bone stint, and a plantars wart. They are both excruciatingly painful. Pity me. Also, Biology EOC's are over. Geometry next week.
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Wednesday, April 16, 2008

   Dowhahmm?
Yep, that's about how confused I am. We have Biology EOCs this week, and Geometry EOCs next week. Also, can't go out with the girl I want to go out with, because she's going out with a guy at my school. Also, life in general just sucks. I can't wait to graduate.....Then I can move out of this God forsaken city. No one seems to take it seriously that i'm going christian again....
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Thursday, April 10, 2008

Cue the cannon fire!
On my psp again, since my computer is sick from lots of viruses(my dad destroyed the computer with his porn downloads....). Well, the JHS spring concert thing is coming up soon. I'm not too excited, because I have to wear that damn black tux again(I wanna wear the white one that I own). Well, I got soaked today, because I let a girl use my jacket because it's raining outside, but that's OK, I didn't mind. Then, I got to walk half a mile in the rain. Well, my sisters bike just got struck by lightning.
Bai
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Wednesday, April 9, 2008

   Koo Koo Ka Choo
Yep, well, I haven't got on in forever, so here's an update. I still hate life, though I no longer am suicidal. I still act the same, though I now beleive in God. I don't claim to have the best intentions, though I usually do. However, to the people I hate: be warned. Most of you will be at my school next year. Don't take this a threat..It's more like an unfriendly warning. Well, that's about it for me.
Thanks for reading,
Signed =)
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Wednesday, February 13, 2008

   Squee!
I'm not sure which mood thingy I picked. they are all red X's. damn psp. anyway, update time. Tommorows valentines day, and I hate those damn heart shaped antacids. Anyway, I recently had a reilly burger. do not eat this unless you are high off your ass. whoo. 3.5 lbs of burger and 4lbs of fries. now, i'm a big boy, but damn. now, "ima go to walmarts and drank meh some beeruh" yay for us Arkansans and our perfect dialect. until next time, Bai. --(--(--@ Dyllan
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Friday, January 18, 2008

   Shhhh.
Im at school. Bored as god knows what. I hear Mr. Grady talking in the background.....i need something to do... i feel like going to sleep.... this message has been brought to you by fishy joes fish emporium. "when it smells like fish, it must be fishy joes!"
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Saturday, January 12, 2008

Mask the pain, hide the love
Over the years, I've learned to hide things. Sometimes, this means lying. Sometimes, this mans keeping things bottled up, while a tumor slowly rots away at my brain. Other times, it means that i have to be someone that im not. I can't do any of this when i'm around you. My Pain of losing you is masked because my pride is too high to show any flaws, except the flaw that it is to be human. The lov is hidden for the same reason. I cant deal with it anymore.Cody says "Life sucks, live it anyway". For so long, ive abidded by this. I don't think I can anymore.
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Friday, January 4, 2008

   life sucks so much
OK so we broke up today and i feel like its pretty much completely my fault but im pretty depressed and fairly suicidal so talk to me.
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Saturday, December 29, 2007

   *sigh*
well the other day i went to a friends and then we went to a few places with these 2 chicks one of which he was going out with, but oh well they were both pretty hot. anyway im bored as hell, so come save me.
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