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Birthday
• 1990-09-16
Gender
• Female
Location
• If I told you that id have to hurt you...no sereiously...
Member Since
• 2003-09-08
Occupation
• Honorary space-taker.
Real Name
• Sarah

Personal

Achievements
• ....Let me get back to you on that one
Anime Fan Since
• 1997 i think...
Favorite Anime
• Trigun . Hellsing . Fruits Basket . Gravitation .
Goals
• To learn as many languages as i can.
Hobbies
• Games..drawin..games...more games.
Talents
• I can breathe..wow.

myOtaku.com: MiroChu

Wednesday, April 28, 2004

Im kinda in a crappy mood. Sorry, i didnt mean for this post to be so long.
Yup title says it all. Well its just that ive been thinking about some stuff and whenever i think about it, it just puts me in a depressed state.Theres other things that bother me but not as bad but im not gonna go into that right now. Ok,i dont know if im allowed to tell u guys this but im gonna do it anyways,my mom and dad r divorced,(thats why i envy all the other kids who still have there parents together) and i live with my mom and go to my dads every other weekend(thats why i dont post some weekends). I know i get to see them both but its just the last time i can ever remember when they were in the same room that they actually talked to each other or had a nice conversation was like 7 years ago. 7 FLIPPIN' YEARS AGO!!!! And im sitting here wonderin' 'why me? why do i have to be stuck in the middle of all this when i didnt even do anything to start it in the first place?!?' Then later on , when my dad moved out, he moved right next to, lets just call her M, and id always want to go over there or spend the night or something like that. The, my dad and M got married and this was when i didnt really under stand much of anything that was going on,sheesh i was and like 6 or 7. Then as i got older i got to thinking, what if it was my fault that they got married? What if it was my fault that my dad and my mom split up? Well, i asked mom about if it was my fault,that her and dad split up she told me no and why,but, i never did ask anyone if it was my fault if my dad and M got married on not. So i just thought that it was my fault and i still kinda do now. By then my dad and M moved to a new house, and thats when i found out that my dad drank. So, dad and M started to get in a lot of arguments. It was kind of like deja vu, but this time i got to see them argue with my own eyes. And they would argue over the most stupid things like what time it was or how long it took to cook something and stuff like that, then this one time they were arguing over me and i started to cry and run to my room , then M said to my dad ' see?! now you've made her upset!'. When i heard that i stoped , turned around and said, ' ITS NOT HIS FAULT IM UPSET, IT YOU!!!'. That was the only time i said something like that to M. Well, time moved on and they moved AGAIN! Buy this time they had stoped arguing and dad stoped drinking (actually they both drank , but M smoked too), and they started to do more stuff like go to church,go places more, stuff like that. Well it kinda gets on my nerves cause ur talkin about a place where the word 'fart' is bad. (oh, mom got married again too like way before) and so this kinda brings me to here now, in the present. I know that my situation is not as bad as some other peoples stuff but, this is just my problem so..ya. Well, now u know something more about me. I hope all that made since to u. If it didnt then ask me, er whatever.

If this put u in a bad mood then go here. This should cheer u up.

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