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Tuesday, March 29, 2005

sadness
well this last day was horrible... i cryed for no reason.. but joey. i wrote a powerfull poem about how i feel.... Rejection by kayla arrigo

You know you want him but you're tourtured by rejection
the hollow resounding saddness
and depression
crimson blood fills your veins no matter what you do you cant get through the pain...
so... you cry yourself to sleep
at night, relizing you've lost the fight..
But. in your pain you begin to see, your life doesnt need this misery.

so the next few days you hold your head high...
they always say time will get you by... but who are they to say. if they only knew.


thats just the first part.... here is the second...

Rejection*continued*

all though u pretend,
pretending isnt enough,
all though you dont seem to care, deep down you are crying inside.

Take the edge off the sharp knife twisting inside me each time i see him.. each time i hear his voice.

shal i shade my eyes, darken my candle, isolate myslef from the rest of the world?

or maybe i should give it all up? plunge into the dark depths of cold logic let the icy waters numb my pain...


yea thats just alitte bit about how i felt yesterday..
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