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Fhuk N A
People, you have no idea how bored I am. I have not been out of my house (literally, like not even in my yard) since Monday. School really isn't looking too bad right now, because this sure as hell sucks.
So, there's this boy... (Who will remain un-named just to piss Steven off, eat it buddy) and yeah, I don't talk to him much, but I miss him like cRaZy. He's taken too... By some girl he never talked to until this year. Me? I've been around three years. =[ life just sucks that way, I guess.
Anywho, turning back to old ways... Found myself in front of a toilet today, fingers down my throat... Wondered if it was really worth it, but I did it anyway...
Things basically suck right now. I should have my cell by now, but I might not get one now until August cuz I got myself into trouble... Might have gotten one yesterday or today, but my sister is sick. She's supposed to talk my mom into getting me one.
I have nothing to do until saturday, and on saturday I will be pissing myself in front of a crowd in a speech contest. Got first last time, but this is with a bunch of different school...
~He's all that I see and he's all that I need and I'm out of my league once again~
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