Monday, March 14, 2005

Be Nice, Society Already Sucks
I'm considering adopting my subject title as a motto of sorts. It's very true, society does suck. -__-;
I should thank my sister for introducing me to that little phrase...

Well, tis time for me to rant a bit. If you hate to read long rants, I'd advise skipping down a few paragraphs.

To begin with, I am SO sick of school! I really, really want spring break right now! It's not like school is really hard, of course not. But, it's just getting on my nerves... everyone needs a break from life now and then, right? Well, I NEED A BREAK!! GAH! I'm about to pull my hair out, I swear! The worst part is that my break isn't coming til April. That's still a couple weeks left until then. *sighs* Oy... I dunno how much I can take of the crappy Shorter Catechism book! AIYAAAAH!
I was in a real bad mood about all that earlier this morning, and I'm afraid my sister, Ducky, suffered a bit because of that. >.< Poor Ducky... she has to deal with my grumpiness a lot. Once in awhile, that happens to me, I just get real nasty towards everything and everyone. And at that point, I just need to be alone to fume for a bit. Ah well, I'm feeling better now, thank goodness. I think writing it out in here helps too.

As for the next rant, this involves the subject title. Tis quite true, really. Society DOES suck, big time. So many nasty, evil people in this world, ruining it for the rest of us. I can't help but say that, even if I might regret it later.
And there's such an emphasis on being skinny, too. Especially with women. They have to have big boobs, AND be skinny. BUT, the also need to have some muscle (or maybe not), and they need to have nice legs, and all this other crap. OY! I can't stand it!
Admittedly, I'm not the prettiest girl in the world. I'm not skinny, and I'm not very... ladylike, but that shouldn't matter! People should like you for who you are, NOT what you look like! That's possibly overrused, that one statement, but it's such a true one, I can't help but use it.
And for guys, they have to have muscles too, or it just won't do. Which SUCKS!! Tis a good thing there are people out there who don't judge someone by outer appearance, or we'd all be doomed. (I'd have more to say about guys and unfairness, but I've never been a guy, so... oh well.)

There are so many things in this world that just stink, it's overwhelming. Somehow, we must deal with it though. There is a lot of bad, but the good helps to bear it all.

Anyway, can't think of anything else I'd like to rant about... for now. SO! For all those that might've skipped my rants, YOU CAN READ FROM HERE!!

Well, I'd talk about my visit to my grandparents house, but it wasn't all that eventful. Just sat down and watched Myth Busters for a few hours, ate, then left. That pretty much summarizes it. But, there are a few things that are worth typing down.
My grandmother gave Ducky, Mom and me some of her jewelry... again. Tis sad, whenever that happens. You know why she's doing it... she thinks she could die any day now, so she wants to give us her belongings before she passes away. She's 73, but she had a big stroke around 10 years ago (maybe it was 9...), which weakened her a lot. It was because she smoked a lot, and for a long time. She'd been smoking since she was a teenager, and was addicted. I remember being a kid, visiting my grandparents, and the smoke would always get to me.
Before Nanny had her stroke, she could talk in complete sentences, use both sides of her body, cook, and play Monopoly with us kids (along with several other things). Now, it's hard to understand what she says anymore, one side of her body is paralyzed, she definitely can't cook either, and no more Monopoly. It's all very depressing.
And right now, she's in a lot of pain. She fell a few months ago, which really hurt her, and just recently, she fell again and got a cut on the side of her head. Her back is almost always in pain now. I wonder if she'll be better in time for my birthday... I hope so.
Please pray for her... I want her to be better, as soon as possible.
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