Monday, March 28, 2005

A Bit Of Wallpaper Drabble And Broken Dishes
Just a bit of an update, not much to say though.

Ahem...

My most popular wallpaper has now gotten 100 downloads! ^^ Hee, finally! lol And, surprisingly enough, tisn't one of my Tsubasa wallpapers, but one of my Cardcaptor Sakura ones. I think it's popular because of the quote I used: "Pray that your loneliness may spur you into finding something to live for, great enough to die for." Or, maybe it's the picture, I dunno! lol

Oh, and I submitted four Tsubasa wallpapers today, to make up for not submitting any yesterday. ^_^ I like most of them, so check 'em out if you want.
Speaking of Tsubasa, I've almost submitted fifty wallpapers. o.O I think I've sent in 46 by now, not sure.
Wow... the one thing that I can't help but think is, "How do I keep thinking of ideas for these things?!"
It will remain a mystery for all eternity...

Anyway, enough about wallpapers! Although, I'm so sure you're begging me to go on, right?
... I thought so.

Well, yesterday I broke another dish. *sighs* This time a plate. The day before it was a glass. I had been putting some dishes away, and it slipped out of my hand and into the sink. Luckily, only one little shard bounced off my hand before going into the sink. I'm lucky I didn't get seriously hurt.
I was pretty mad at myself though. And that anger was only fueled yesterday when I was loading the dishwasher this time, and a plate slipped out of my hand and fell on the floor. Again, I was lucky that I stepped back in time, before it could land on my feet or something...

By this time, I was pretty stressed out about stuff in general, and when that plate broke, I kinda lost it. My mom ran into the kitchen and asked what was wrong, and I yelled, "I broke the darn plate! AAAARRGH!" During that "AAAARRGH", I threw an oven mit across the room (at least I couldn't break THAT, right? *rolls eyes*). And after a bit of an angry spurt, I started crying.

Remember when I said I don't cry much? Well, that has a downside... after awhile, all this anger and sadness builds up, and I'll just blow up or start crying at the littlest things. Such as, a dish breaking. It's a very bad habit, one that needs to be solved. I'm not sure if it can even be classified as a "habit", but either way, I need to stop doing that.

Anyway, my mom kept asking me why I was crying, and when I didn't say anything, she said, "It's just a dish, you don't need to cry over it."

Well, like I'm sure I've made obvious in this post, that wasn't why I was crying. Just, too many little things grating on my nerves, all this stress...

Later, I told my mom that, while I had been washing the dishes, I couldn't help but think that I work the hardest out of all of us kids. And she agreed. Heh, I'll most likely be getting a pay raise now.

More manga for me! XD

Anyway, hope you're all well. Ta!

~God Bless~
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