Thursday, May 5, 2005

Must... Update!
Whelp, I'm forcing myself to update today, since I won't tomorrow and most likely won't Saturday as well. Bleh...

I forgot to mention this in my last update, but my Fullmetal Alchemist wallpaper (the super popular one) has gotten over 200 downloads now. VERY good indeed. ^_^ I hope it gets up to 400 eventually! Hee...
And, you know how I said I'd start making Lufia wallpapers Saturday? Well, I think I'll submit a few today. It's really easy, actually. Usually, I'd need to find a picture of the character I'd want, erase the background, then paste it onto a new background image. The whole erasing part takes an hour at the least, so it takes a long time to make good wallpapers. BUT! This time, I've found character pictures that make it very easy for me to "erase" the background. ^^ Heheh, no work at all, really! Just have to find a suitable background image!

I'll also probably change my theme to suit what type of wallpapers I'm making at the moment. Makes sense, right? I've been making FFVII papers, and that's been my theme, so why not change it now? I've had this one for almost two weeks now (I think). And, even though I love it, I just want a change.

Now, to something of importance! WARNING: This is an extremely long rant! Proceed with caution!

See, there's this guy that I talk to once in awhile on MSN messenger, who I met on a forum. He's nice enough, but a couple nights ago he creeped me out. He asked me "do you think I'm hot?" Now, this made me uncomfortable... I tried to be polite though, so I said, "Well, I've never seen a picture of you before."
That was mistake number #1.
He then sent me two pictures of him, and again asked me if I thought he was hot. This is were I started to get creeped out. I just said, "You are pretty handsome."
^ Mistake #2, right there.
THEN! He asked me for my pictures! Whoa! Dude, NO!
Again, I tried to be polite by making up (valid) excuses not to send him my picture, but he kept pushing it.
Now, keep in mind, I was already thoroughly creeped out, and now he was really bothering me.
So, I just outright said, "I don't want to send it to you." But, he prodded me some more about it. Then, I got angry at him, and pretty much said, "I already said I didn't want to, you should respect that instead of pushing it."
Thankfully, he got off after that, because "he'd never seen me so defense before!" (And yes, he did say defense instead of defensive.)

You think that would be enough, but NO! Just today, not too long ago, we "chatted" again. He started out with saying "hi, how are you?" And I said, "good, I guess..."
Then, him being the idiot that he is, said that I must be really insecure if I wouldn't send him my picture. Oh, you KNOW I hate that! I am NOT insecure about my looks! I don't care that much at all about it! And that's exactly what I told him. You could just tell I was pissed!
He said something about, "if you're not insecure, post your pic on AC (the forum I met him on)"
I didn't want to, and he probably already knew that. Yet, he kept pushing it! Geez, can't he just believe me when I say I'm not an insecure person?
Before anything else could be said, I signed out of MSN messenger. I'm still pissed at him. Although, you gotta look at it from his perspective... I would right now, but I'm just too angry (and that's a perfectly valid excuse!).

*sigh* Anyway, just had to get that off my chest. Thanks to anyone who read all that.

Ta...

~God Bless~
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